Stressful.I don't know what am I afraid for? SPM? or FUTURE? I'm confused!I can't sleep well and tight these days, and I can't imagine what will happen to me during my exam! Maybe I've thought too much or over-worry? Stress...stress...GO away! I do not have high expectations with my SPM results, but I just hope I can do my best and get better grades. and hell...I just can't concentrate with what I've studied! I am serious! Do I need some milk? I mean childrens' milk? In all those commercial, there were many kinds of milks, and inside got DHA, MMA, and WHATEVER A to tingkatkan my daya ingatan. Seriously, I do need it.Well, I am speechless with myself. I am lazy. TOTALLY LAZY. I've forgotten my promise with my sisters. Sometimes fade out lah! All these made me felt so panic !SIGH.A bit annoyed of having him as friend in fb. The words in his page used quite DIFFERENT. urgh. He used to be a very very great guy, I treasured my moments with him, but lastly all ended, I am sure he cheated me, though he denied. I can't do anything. I am the one who wished to say byebye. I believed he never cheated me until my feeling gone. Well, I am not sure how's his condition now. I hope he is doing g-r-e-a-t. (sweaty) Anyway, all past! Almost one year now..I always hope will not recall all the memories. What can I say is...我只是一步步地陷入这种大量被肯定及需要当中,当已经失去了之后,不敢接受事实.Anyway, I am sure he * me before. Well,just crapping here.I wonder, why nowadays all the teenagers need a boyfriend or girlfriend? (I mean those who aged 12 or 13 or 14 and even younger? U all should enjoy ur time to the fullest with buddies!) I just cannot understand, maybe its my own problem,if me [FOR NOW], I can't even manage my time to go out and dating or what. Texting each other I think will waste my time? This is my thinking for this year la. maybe its the SPM fault. hhahahaaha. I am enjoying my single life! Single life not bad, even I know that coupling will be sweeter. naaw. Maybe it will happens with me after SPM? wHO knows!GOD BLESS ME.Pn.Jeya talked with me today. She's such a nice teacher. tHAnks teacher! Hmm...god blessed, yesterday I enjoyed my night with my gang. Thanks for supporting me! haha! U guys are surely are the best!
Kisses and Huggies for u guys! ♥It was exhausted, but energy regain when u all beside me!
Today went back to school. TAK-TAU-NAK-CAKAP-APA.
Why u guys just can't speak?! I gathered u all and u guys should discuss about our graduation day! Everyone seemed fight against HER. or fight against another HER. Pn.Foong really have a difficult year(her first time to become a guru tingkatan). Because of our class. Not cooperate langsung! Pity her lar, but she should feel lucky cuz' she still got me and others good students!
Finally there's a conclusion, I felt satisfied.
(FINALLY THERE'S CONCLUSION! I DIDN'T WASTED MY TIME~!)I've wrote too much for today. No picca for today!
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! Kisses for u all!p/s: I really hope my class can cooperate.