November.

Wake up! It's November. :) I hope November is a lucky month for me!

I got sick since the day I had steamboat with SeeMei and Kar Mun, seriously SICK. My stomach not feeling well at all, this situation already made me suffer for few days, at least 4 days. I think that night I must be crazy, I just eat non stop for three hours with See Mei. Kar Mun ate so less, I shouldn't follow see mei... =( But my mouth just can't stop chewing all the meats! damnnn. Really dai sei la me. aiks.

I got better today, finally, I went to Pavillion with my friend yesterday, yeah, skipped Contract class. I was planned to visit doctor but end up to go shopping mall to eat something. After that, I saw her bought Snowflake, I also follow. Reach home, I put the fried rice into microwave, after that I ate snowflake as dessert. The main point is, that time I was still feel so dizzy and wanted to vomit, but.... my mouth, again! T.T

I almost finished the whole snowflake(normally I CAN'T FINISH IT ALONE), I saw it still got few tea-spoons left, I stopped, I really not feeling well. Finally, after suffered for one and a half hour, I vomited all what I had for dinner. *Champion face*

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What's on earth made me eat non-stop! I really feel like dying yesterday night! WHOLE NIGHT! My sisters weren't at home, I'm all alone, how pity! =( Feel like going to see doctor, but I don't have the energy to drive. I 'whatsapp' my dad and told him I vomited all the things out, he cared about me for sure. I didn't dare to eat or drink anything, I scared my stomach can't take it. I swore yesterday that if I still not feeling well today, I wanna go to visit the lovely yet money-eater doctor =P God bless, I feel better compare with the half dead yesterday, but the stomach still a bit.... anyway, just feel so weird!

Received call just now, Zi Hui called me, and told me that bloody PTPTN stuffs need to solve within this week. I only left 2 days. The evil thing is, I still need to find someone to certify for me. I dislike to go to balai polis to let those evil policemen bully us. Especially one of the pegawai there, I really feel like complain and punch him. Seriously, I wish I can use something to hit him -_-" Lazyshitpeopleever. I don't feel like going out yet I don't have the energy to walk so far to get my car and drive back to college =___= Hope I can solve everything tomorrow cuz' I'm not in Malaysia starts from Thursday morning. =)

OH. AND University of London thingy. Luckily I managed to solve everything before leaving. Still left that chaaaching chaaching Pounds payment! I felt sorry everytime when ask my dad to pay all the application fees, college fees, registration fees..., in Pounds. And I really hate myself when I just slacking around and don't do revision at all. If my parents know it, they must be very sad and disappointed. =/ (oh crap)

My mom always remind me that when you feel that you're bored with studies and keep complaining with what you're having now, think of those who wanted to get education but can't. So, be grateful. I swear I want to finish LLB, so that I can make my parents proud. I am not the intelligent type, I believe all the workings will make ur dream come true. Well well well, its ok to grumble some time. ^_^V

I adore my friends' intelligence a lot.

I heard this sentence before, I forgot it came out from whose mouth. =P

当你抱怨没有鞋子穿的时候，还有人没有脚！

Countdown 2 days! 丹丹 I'm coming!

My masterpiece named Triple S eel.

Sexy, Sleepy and Sick. hahahahaha!

Take care peeps! I'll be back soon!

悲。

输了，输了，输了。

不开心。

lurvs.

:)

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oh hu.

Hooo.

I'm happy with the uncertainties, but not all the uncertainties, it's certain uncertainties. Haha!

Lazy.

I'm lazy today. What I did today was only copied common law essay given by lecturer.

I absent on Tuesday, not feeling well, too tired, too exhausted of solving problem, my brain just can't stop thinking.

Sometimes I dislike myself, I knew that happening, but just don't wanna or refuse to take a step to pull back everything. I just feel bored with it, or everything.

Too much emo-ness around me these days, I'm trying to smile and be happy, trying to insert some positive thoughts to myself, a little bit day by day.

I felt sorry to too many people, here I am to apologize. :) with a warm Smile.

Went back hometown last week, my friend said my face got rounder, actually I realised that too, but I thought it isn't that obvious? I feel a bit sad with what he said actually. I went back home and went to Facebook to check it out all my older photos, I found that my face really got chubbier. I dislike it. I admit that I ate a lot nowadays because of I'm moody, but, why the heck all the food goes to my face and stomach? I thought 'they' will goes every part of the body equally? At least not only two parts of my body.

How to slim down my face? Please, I need help.

Another thing, I felt someone is suspicious, I hope what he did is different from what I'm thinking right now. Anyway, he has the right... so... let it be, let it be. But... better not same as my thought!

I can't see the shape of my face.

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这还在墙壁上,渐渐忘记了对自己许下的承诺。
我好不开心,好想念以前的那个自己。

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只能想念你。

好喜欢这首歌，不觉得好有感觉吗？

=)

Wonder-Land.

Wonder-Land.
Wondering everything, but failed to take the first step to ask questions.


I am not emo. But wanna have some peace right at this time.

Smiley made me stronger eh eh!

脆弱。

谁说狮子座是很坚强的?那为何今天哭了?
泪水，悲伤，疲惫，心觉得好不舒服。
回想今天的事情，真的是件好小好小的东西，却令我觉得如此不舒服，我...以泪洗面。
我再回想，不只是一件小小的事情而流眼泪，加上之前遭受的压力我并没有说出口。之前好多人都好不快乐，一切只好放在心里。累计累计......我忍受不住了。
我愿意当别人的聆听者或小丑，我没有想过今天我会撑不住。

那刺还存在着，我想我今天还是无法开心起来。
抱歉吓到你们，把好糗的一面露出来了。



人，恐怖。
陶醉在爱里而无法自拔的人好恐佈。
眼里只有爱人而忘了其他关心他的人更恐怖。
我真心对待你们，希望你们也别再背后猛攻击我。或，我们。

今天好糗，也感到特别脆弱。
好想念，好想念，好想念以前欢乐的时光。
好希望，好希望，好希望我不懂很多事情，继续当个快乐的小丑。

我今天真的好不快乐。