First winter.

My first winter!
Bristol, stop being sosososo cold! Managed to watch snow few days ago! It was amazing and so beautiful! (Cuz' its really rarely snow these years!)

Now I just hope winter will go away asap as I need to wear so damn much layers everyday, and it is crazily freaking fcking cold!!!!!! I feel like I am living in the fridge, FREEZER I mean. Arghhh.
But I guess I will be complaining again when Summer arrives. Urrrm. Hehe.

Good night!

cant get enough.

I can't get enough of everything. This has made me feeling even more depress.

My brain is overload with the same thing, just all the same thing, it makes me cannot study. I hate this.

Feeling heavy-headed. I can't focus. I can't concentrate. And I am cold.

I keep telling and inserting positive vibes to myself, but it doesn't work. I just can't fcking focus. oh shit.

一个人奋斗的滋味

噢。看来现在开始会少了一个伴，会一个人撑着。

一个人奋斗，我可以的! 夜了，晚安。

Taadaa.

Like finally, I have the chance to have two hours talking session with kimchi man. -_-
One minute session with his brother and sister-in-law (was damn surprised, without knowing his family was with him!).
And.... a short video session with his mom (holynsjfisndnsndnd, seriously, i was like.... HELLOOOO *covered my face* cuz damn shy -.-) Without knowing his mom will be beside him ._. Haha his mom super cute and young, hahaha... his mom said I am beautiful (...alright, awkward). Veli veli der awkward. Lol. Anyway, they all looking forward to meet me. Haha. Well well well, ... alright.

Tonight will be the last night I spend my night in London, uncle's place is tooo cozy until I dont feel wanna move awsy from the bed every morning! Love the smell of the bed sheet too! I am just a very lucky kid that have the chance to explore around and have so many people loving me! Always feel thankful and miss my family! ♡ I promised I really study hard! Kimchi-man, please, you too!

Still need to pack my bags and my another surprise, christmas present from Uncle Lawrence! Nite nite! :)

P/s: Happy Belated to my bestie! Ley Ley! :)

现在是怎样

你现在是怎样，你要怎样？你要那样的结果吗？
不是说好不要乱说话的吗，不是说好要等的吗，不是说好好多好多东西的吗，
所以是怎样，我发火了是怎样。
你忍不住了是怎样，你到底要怎样。
我，本来不觉得怎样，现在我不可以再果断要那结果变这样。
所以，我现在真的很不开心。

我们，怎么了...

snow.

Seoul is snowing now. I just got a fresh snowing video from kimchi man.
Aww, how lovely. How beautiful.
I wish Bristol or London will be snowing this year.

Next year, I would love to look at the snows with my loved ones.
Realize my wish please, Santa Papa. hehe.
Its so late now here in Bristol, good night people! :)
Happy Day!

love.

Sometimes, no matter how much you love a person, time factor matters.

Bad timing is sucks. Freaking sucks.
Please grant me the strength to walk off.

Thanks for the offer, I am sorry I can't accept it (well, obviously I can't accept it).
Still feeling surprised yet so thankful.
No worries, I will still locu so much! :)
Tomorrow is the results day, good luck!

:)

Basically, this photo has nothing to do with my post, I am just missing Hangang River so much. I swear I will go there with my lover and we will just sit there and enjoy the breeze plus sweet talk.Oh lol, well, hahahhaa.

Just survived from the first assignment, down to two. Was dying during first asssignment, never did before, so everything I need to catch up and took extra time to learn about citing legal materials and doing the freaking bibliography aka referencing? I am so sososo feeling very grateful that Yuan Yuan and Yen Yen always be there to help me, ANYTIME, seriously, ALL THE TIME I NEED THEM. I like the place here but hate the weather, its a bit too cold for me now, (as i know that next month and Jan I will be hating here so much due to its weather, cuz' winter is coming.)

Another thing, I am feeling happy with all the morning calls everyday. How to not to miss him while you get to listen to his voice the moment u wake up (I think he already get used to my manly voice, again, everytime I woke up, i will sound like a man. People always doubt that are they talking to a man if they call me in the morning =__=) He is just a very very very candy man.

Thanks to all the lovely people around me, I really love you all! Bye, maybe later gonna go city centre, wanna get myself a gloves! My hands always feeling freeze. lol. Ciao people!