Tuesday, July 15, 2008

11/7/2008

YES. I am really should be happy. Leo Club organized a talk and we invite Tan Chia Yong, from 8TV. I never ever expect there's lots of people attend the talk! i was WOW. GOSH. Its great to have a such a GREAT report to send to Lion Alan soon. MUAHAHAHA.
It really SHOCKED me man...there's 270++ attended!!! FOOO~~ WOOO~~ YAAYY!!!
hehehhe. But i think the whole ceramah spoilt by my welcome speech? urgh. blame myself lar, never get ready and sweat a lot, run here run there, then suddenly its my turn to deliver the speech! I never read d speech before, never tried the mic before too! And...i went up the stage with my messy hair n reddish face. god~!!!

Photos will be coming very soon=)

I really want to thank HUI YEE and FAN YOU to entertaint us that day! hey hey, there got most popular singing group in school o~ THEY GOT FANS!!!! i never lie! they ROCK!!!!
I LOVE THEM =)
And surely our school most famous boys group - Mr. Lemonssss!
uhuhhuhuu!! Lemon Boys! *thumbs upp!*
And most important, is my MOMMY. thanks a lot, my dear chilie padi~
I LOVE YOU :) and congrats my dear!

I wonder what the h*ll made me so suffer n sad. LOL. mayb i should say dissapointed?
Or im too stressful?! gosh.
These affect my mood everyday. sigh. trying to make my EQ standard higher!
ahahaha =P
jie will help me, i knew it :-P
la~la~la~
Its very late at nite now. Ciaoz guys~!
:D

Saturday, July 5, 2008

peekeboo-shitty

I felt that I want to stop everything.
Acted like nothing happened.
Its damn weird if its keep moving on.
I just cant believe in you.
I am damn enjoy my days at school these days. With friends. Talk or BLA BLA BLA a lots at skul. And my new place to lepak these days : LIBRARY =) Gosh. my place to release all the STRESS! And...i can LAUGH LOUDLY there. My friend told me. When i be with u, i really can LAUGHed a lots. ahahahahha xD
I knew I knew. I knew i am important for u guys' LIFEee! =P

Stress, Can i just please stop all those projects? and leave me alone, n jump here jump there like an idiot or CLOWN? Stop asking me those anything about the clubbing! I wanna stay at home, n be alone. I hate going out now. Its hard to let me hang out with my friends! how SH*T.
Board a bus, spend my time in the bus, look at the people in the bus. Experience the WIND in the bus.
Reach the place, say HELLO or HI, start meeting, and spent 3 or 4 hours there.
Honestly, my EQ gets more LOWER since in the president of that club.
I am not a good ones. Please choose another one!
If i stop now, mayb its too irresponsible action. But...i already do my best. Stop asking me or telling me about those STRESSFUL ISH-FUL GRR-FUL stuffs to me while im OUT or enjoying my life with my friends!
I am trying my best...doing my BEST!!!!!

My shitful life here. GOD, GIMME A SIGN!

Saturday, June 14, 2008

pressure

Woah. I never knew that being a leader such a hard thing! Mayb im not the one who is suitable to be a leader, or GOD wants to train me?
Ahha.
I am so darn busy with my studies & school activities, clubbing too! Organising a camp, having a major project, speak louder n clearer, be active & bla! Its what a leader should have!
Suddenly everything come true to my mind, I can manage it. Everything for me just so suffer. Next Saturday is Parents' Day at school. I am so worry how's my parents react when they knew my result! I had been promised them I need to get good result and go back to the first class.
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

I felt I wanna cry, but i told myself to be tough. Everything doesn't goes smoothly, i think this is what we called- LIFE. I think i need to oevercome all these FEARs and SCAREDs and for surely, PRESSUREs. And really thanks to the friend who always ready to listen to ME.
Thank you very much. I really do feel better when i told u guys all these things.
Ohya. The feeling that wanna go to find a counsellor teacher was GONE =)

Just hope i can do better now.
Smiles!
:)

Thursday, June 5, 2008

im in love....


I mean I AM IN LOVE with this super CRAZY gang.
keep rocking! MUAHAHAHHAHAA!!!
We all totally looked DRUNK, but actually we were not.
We just drank CHINESE TEA WITHOUT ANY ALCOHOL.
=)
1st June, 2008.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

suddenly...

After my Chemistry tuition today,i decided to go to KFC with my friends ot have my breakfast.
I chat a lot with my good friend, she's really a great friend, what can i say, she is very understanding. I listened to her stories, quite touched. haha.
Suddenly she talked about her grandma, I can knew how happy n how GREAT her smile when she talked about it. I knew she loves her, and her grandma loves her much too.
What to do,i can't control myself n talked about my mah mah too.

I still remembered how cute is my dearest mah mah. She will shout at the tv when she knew a KILLER putting some 'toxic' into an actor's cup, she keep asking the actor not to drink it.
Finally, the actor was not drink it. Haha. I felt so funny and how can an elegant lady so cute like this!


Sddenly,i really miss my mah mah. I cried alone. I cried, i cried, tears rolling down...
My family members all went out.

I cannot control my tears.

Actually I blame myself that im not always beside u when u're sick. I felt so sorry. I knew u love us. I really do! How can i complainso much when mom said we need to go to ur house. I wish to see u sit in the living room and watch tv with us, having breakfast with us, go n shopping with us, went to morning market with u, dance or sing for u.


I remembered u asked me don't be too sad when i only got 2As in PMR. That time i was so shame n dun dare to face anyone. Thanks for all the loves n encouragement in my life. Sometimes i felt like missing something when u're not here anymore. I miss u when i looked at ur photo in yeh yeh's home. U really look pretty n nice.

I remembered that nite u're very very tired, i called u so much times u opened ur eyes for a while n say ERM? Then u close ur eyes again. I was so worried that time. I wish i can RUN into KFC n get some mashed potato for u. Since u said u feel u want to have some.

My tears rolling down again. I really miss u. I really miss u.
I MISS U.

Please don't worry about me, ok? I will study hard n enter a great Uni. U told me before right?
I will nvr forgot what u told me. We will always go to yeh yeh's place to accompany him. no worries =)

I love you.
mah mah, rest in peace.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

complicated.

I miss her.

I wanna hug her more.
I wanna KISS her more.
I want her to stay beside us.


Unfortunately, she can't stay longer time. It already pass a week.
I will miss her, and i won't forget how she looks like.
She is always the elegant n pretty lady in my heart.

I love u, grandma.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

crazy?

Everyone was saying tht im crazy.
All my friends.
Because i can laugh every single thing.

OMG. (I think of Doraemon's round hand again. OMG.OMG.OMG!)
They said im childish.hahahhaa. but i think...its great to be childish right?
ho ho ho!

Till ystrday nite, someone told me that :

One is never too young or too old of being crazy.

And i was totally agree. Be crazy, maybe u can bring some happiness for others?

So keep on rocking n crazy-ing gurls! =D !!!

Monday, February 25, 2008

no more good looking =)

I think this year really don't have good looking guys.
But much more CUTIESSsSsSS! I am serious, though!

I was really like Elson, Will and Hau's performance.
Even though they do not have a very very handsome appearance, but i do like their voice. *touching*

And I hope 2 of the judges will be FAIR a lil bit, cause i think got 2 of them the taste were the WORST. Hope can be a little PRO~
Anyway, i think GuanQiYuan is the most honest =)

p/s: I voted for HAU ystrday nite, even though my phone doesn't have much $$. But its enough to send 1 VOTE! I voted for HAU on 9:29p.m.! And the line closed on 10p.m.
I WAS FELT SO BLESSED WHEN I KNOW THT THREE OF MY FAV DO NOT KICKED OUT FROM THE COMPETITION. =) *wheeees* Cause i tot i already paid the voting-moneyyyy.

Its been a long time i din't get any reply from 8TV. After the result show, i got the SMS.

It wrote :

RM0.30 : PSS. The voting time is closed. For more info ..... ~~~


WHAT?! I PAY FOR 30CENTS WITHOUT VOTE FOR ANY1?!?!?!!
I think i gonna repost this to 8TV.

hmmph!

Saturday, February 23, 2008

busy lifeeee

I felt so sorry to my blog cause i really have a long time not really update my blog.
OMG. I was so shock when i knw my last updated is LAST 2 MONTHS!
Darn busy these days.
Studies, school activities, homeworks, clubs, tuitions and lots.
(including watching the second toufu? LOL)

Now...I really felt that TIME isn't enough for me!
My brain really can EXPLODE when i think of the AddMaths questions. OMGODNESS.
And Chinese New Year passed, also don't have any special feeling.
On the first day of CNY, I feel its so...hmm....NORMAL. haha.
Maybe I grow up already or I AM OLD ALREADY? or no ones really cares abt CNY?
Everyone was so busy, UNTIL NOW.
=(

Yeap.My sister's friend from Japan came to Malaysia for two weeks or three weeks? She came Batu Gajah to celebrate CNY. Japan doesnt have CNY! I think its really a good experience for HER. hehe. Even though she can't speak English well,i still feel sad when she wanna leave us. SIGH. We will miss u, Chie =) I will surely go to find u if i have a chance to FLY to JAPAN ^^

I treat her eat and drink. HEHEHE. Anyway, i looked fat in tis photo. The REAL of me wasnt that FAT =)


Next - TODAY IS SPORTS DAY!!! =D
I woke up early and make myself to look good. BUAHAAHAHAa. Coz i want to look at my BLACK PRINCE. muahahhahaa. Okie. Just think that i was joking. Take it easy guys.
I would like to announce here that

RED HOUSE WON!

omgggggggg! I was feel so proud cause im from RED HOUSE too. Though i doesn't give any sumbangan. LOL. hehe. But...i think this is the best year tht red house have! And plus, wish nex year is our YEAR too! RED IS THE BEST EVER!
Anyway,this year really have to thank our ketua rumah. Bcoz of him we got lots of points!
St.John WON the best MARCHING TEAM!
Okie, i was so so so glad to listen it. (i am not a St.John memeber,i am a prefect =)
Cause St.John is always my IDOL. I think they r cool. *winks*
I do not join any abt marching this year.
I was DEFINITELY n INCREDIBLE-ly REGRET! At first, i think of my own health. I was just recover from fever! Second,i felt so bored to march under the HOT SUN! And now..i was regret, can i back to last week? I want to join RED HOUSE marching team, n not prefect's :-P

HEHEHEHE. i am not a betrayer.

CHENG MUN YI felt so PROUD at this moment.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Exam will be coming soon, cannot laugh too much d. Must keep my playful mind. And crazy thinking. Okay, good luck to me! I wish i can get the 1ST in my class =)

All the best to me!!!

Walalalalala~~