Betty gang.

I am one of the members of Ugly Betty's gang. Haha. Okay, you guess yourself.

I got great news yesterday morning, I guess I am an intern of them now. I can't recall what she told me ystrdy cause I was just woke up from my beuty sleep. I am noob I know. Anyway, middle of July gonna work! I am so excited about it! Made me so hyper! hhahahaa. 

Short post again for today, I am really very lazy and... lazyyyy! I feel damn boring at home and I have nothing to do. The lazy me lazy to loasd movie or drama or any other things to watch. Even tv, I got bored with it. Add more interesting shows in afternoon pls :P

Oh. A day wasted. I am waiting for Running Man! :D

Happy Birthday to YungHwa from CnBlue! Really like him a lot when seeing him hugging and playing the guitar duet with Juniel, and he got more muscular. Hiak Hiak Hiak. Never knew that he can be so muscular. ahh ahh. 

Anyway, bye. My eyes are so tired now.... -.- I feel like studying public law now. wth. bye.

Truth.

Hahahaha. I know the truth. hahahhahaa.
Take it easy lor cmy, and life goes on without that.
I should plan for everything, job, studies and others.

I allow myself to be emo for one day.
-.-

untitled.

I just feel stupid. Which is very very stupid.
Been so directionless these days. oh shit shit shit.


Bye.

attacker.

Okay. Questions. Just be honest la.

Let's see who can bear longer! There was hint. -___-


I am having a weird holiday. And I want to have a job.

Hypothetical.

Hypothetical person will get a different judgement and conviction.  I think.

Been thinking too much. Brain overload.

fkdjfkaljdk. =)

Exam ended today, I did not manage to finish all the four essays in 3 hours. Ha. If I can pass this paper, either is too lucky or the examiners are blind. The moment they collected my answer booklet, my hands were shaking. I submitted an incomplete answer. My mind was so messy and I couldn't imagine this is what actually happen to me, well... contract paper, the one I should I have confident with.

Can't take it. Can't breathe. Feel too cold in the exam hall even though there were 300+ students having exam together. Everyone showed a satisfied smile and grinned like a champion after the paper. My mouth was bending downwards. Sigh. Just..... E.M.O.

The finally-get-my-precious-freedom-after-exam-mood is totally different with the one when I was in A-Level. I really got hyper and smiling like an idiot after the last paper last time. Still remember, my last paper was Economics Paper 3. Time flies. I spent 9 months for first year degree, 4 D-days to decide whether you're qualified to stay for the battle or not. HAHAHA. -Disqualified-. No, stop telling me good luck there's always a hope or whatever, I knew how I did. I knew whatthefuck that I actually wrote. I knew my standard. Still remember how I force myself to memorised all the cases and principles and those twisty Latin words, I found that I really torturing myself. I am actually doing something I don't know and I dislike. Law is really an interesting subject, for me, yeah, hell yeah, true, but about wanna study it, Hmm? Anyway, was wondering whether can take action against exam under Article 4 of human rights act? This really satisfy the requirements and elements inside the article, Right to freedom from inhuman and degrading treatment. Hahaha. Get rid of it cmy! Leave it leave it!

And I know why the hell my seniors who stayed inside the library all always show a serious and stress face, and the got-annoyed-face when someone accidentally forgot to set silent on his phone. Law students really hate that. They hate noises. Something I really like about them is the way they talk, the fluent English that I think I can't learn it for whole life. Having education for 2 years there, I met a lot of English educated classmates, but I speak like shit. Alright. Hallelujah! Law students love asking questions. Law students love to do something different.

What is a must have of a law student? THOUSANDS AND MILLIONS OF ESSAY wrote by themselves. See, all these characteristics do not suit on me. I am lazy. Okay, i will keep my mouth shut and stop finding excuses for myself.

Mentally prepared. I'm finding some other courses to match my hobby or...hmm, character? Everyone says hobby can only be hobby. Not sure whether will stay and fight against it again or not next year, but I do wanna try on others courses first. Sound so lifeless and damn rich, but actually, I'm damn freaking poor and I just hope to find something that I really like so that I won't waste my time anymore!

Urgh. I feel so complicated right now!

..............................

Happy Holidays to all law students! Yeah! :) Cheers.

Lol. Random.

Retard.

I don't know why but I already did that. Many people asked why the hell I chose university of London scheme. This is totally a stupid yet risky choice, especially for me. The stupid me. I really prefer the semester type course, but it's all too late. Really too late. My exam is 100% exam based, once you failed, you will waste another year in that again. How I wish I can do some coursework to help in my exam marks. I feel stupid everytime. Uol gave us a task, we need to finish research paper, wtf, wtf and wtf. If its an normal essay then okay, they need to make sure us to do it by asking us questions during exam. How to access to online library also can be a question in exam. Fark. We need to have quote by whoever Lord, some unique quotation. The main point here is, ur research paper won't help you in exam. They make sure you pass up the research paper, if not, they will confirm and 100% fail u! I'm sad, like really.

Besides that, you need to write a diary about how you feel and how you use the online library, because they will ask you every steps of finding those case law and anything inside ur essay. Shit. They just want to make sure the essay is written by yourself. Of course no need to pass up the freaking diary. Okay, I need to start all overagain, because lecturer said that need to use at least 5 online libraries, HA, I googled everything, I USED GOOGLE. And this is what examiner hates a lot.

I feel my life is so sucky. I am headache about it. Countdown 21 days. I've no idea with what I've studied. I am dying. Really dying. Stress level 999999999999%!!!!
There's another thing annoyed me for a long time. Shit.

Bye. If I'm efficient and IQ level 300%, I can surely finish my research paper today.

Procrastinator.

I'm a great procrastinator ! A very Pro one. I did nothing on yesterday and today. hahahhahahhaha.
You're so dead chengmunyi.

Yesterday was public holiday, everyone was enjoying it, and I supposed to have class, but I skipped it. All because the day before public holiday, I enjoyed a lot with 'heaty' food. I went to watch movie with friends in the late morning, then we had lunch at BBQ Plaza, after that night my sisters asked me to suggest a place to have dinner, and my brain popped out STEAMBOAT, so I told them, they said OK.
Next morning, sore throat not feeling well and raining heavily in the early morning, so I decided not to go. I texted my friends with my eyes half opened. Then I fall asleep very quickly.

I woke up, and I got shocked. 12something. Was so energetic and feel like going to the next class at 1pm. Lastly, not going. Went to have dim sum with my sister.

Then read criminal law for 30mins, I felt tremor. I thought I'm going to faint or what, I thought it was illusion or hallusination. So I closed my eyes. My sis asked whether we feel the pic's shaking or not, I nodded. Suddenly, the door also moving. Sis suggested that we should run down and stay away from condo. We sat quietly. I think for 3 minutes like that, it stopped. Sis went google see any tsunami or earth quake happened.

Then, she went facial. And left me and 2nd sis.
I used my lappy to watch Kang Xi Lai Le while sis fall aslept. The picture shaking again, I was so scared, but luckily it just happened for a very short period. I hope everything will be okay. People, please, should love mother earth more. Seriously, I can't farking take it the way people in college use toilet roll or toilet paper. I don't understand why they can't take two or three or few slices or pieces, I feel like scolding them but urgh. The length of the toilet roll they took can wrap themselves, are they going to be mummy while they shitting? Wtf. They are so irresponsible to our earth and they don't know about recycle!? Shit.

Night, we went Publika to have dinner.

I've spent a lot on these few months. Money waster.



And yeah, I finished Welcome to Beast Airline concert! Beast's first concert!
So awesome! \m/

my current desktop wallpaper :P

borrow.

I just want to express my feeling out, but not brave enough.

Borrow me your courage. But still, I don't think I can do it.


Exam left 31 days.