Retard.

I don't know why but I already did that. Many people asked why the hell I chose university of London scheme. This is totally a stupid yet risky choice, especially for me. The stupid me. I really prefer the semester type course, but it's all too late. Really too late. My exam is 100% exam based, once you failed, you will waste another year in that again. How I wish I can do some coursework to help in my exam marks. I feel stupid everytime. Uol gave us a task, we need to finish research paper, wtf, wtf and wtf. If its an normal essay then okay, they need to make sure us to do it by asking us questions during exam. How to access to online library also can be a question in exam. Fark. We need to have quote by whoever Lord, some unique quotation. The main point here is, ur research paper won't help you in exam. They make sure you pass up the research paper, if not, they will confirm and 100% fail u! I'm sad, like really.

Besides that, you need to write a diary about how you feel and how you use the online library, because they will ask you every steps of finding those case law and anything inside ur essay. Shit. They just want to make sure the essay is written by yourself. Of course no need to pass up the freaking diary. Okay, I need to start all overagain, because lecturer said that need to use at least 5 online libraries, HA, I googled everything, I USED GOOGLE. And this is what examiner hates a lot.

I feel my life is so sucky. I am headache about it. Countdown 21 days. I've no idea with what I've studied. I am dying. Really dying. Stress level 999999999999%!!!!
There's another thing annoyed me for a long time. Shit.

Bye. If I'm efficient and IQ level 300%, I can surely finish my research paper today.

Procrastinator.

I'm a great procrastinator ! A very Pro one. I did nothing on yesterday and today. hahahhahahhaha.
You're so dead chengmunyi.

Yesterday was public holiday, everyone was enjoying it, and I supposed to have class, but I skipped it. All because the day before public holiday, I enjoyed a lot with 'heaty' food. I went to watch movie with friends in the late morning, then we had lunch at BBQ Plaza, after that night my sisters asked me to suggest a place to have dinner, and my brain popped out STEAMBOAT, so I told them, they said OK.
Next morning, sore throat not feeling well and raining heavily in the early morning, so I decided not to go. I texted my friends with my eyes half opened. Then I fall asleep very quickly.

I woke up, and I got shocked. 12something. Was so energetic and feel like going to the next class at 1pm. Lastly, not going. Went to have dim sum with my sister.

Then read criminal law for 30mins, I felt tremor. I thought I'm going to faint or what, I thought it was illusion or hallusination. So I closed my eyes. My sis asked whether we feel the pic's shaking or not, I nodded. Suddenly, the door also moving. Sis suggested that we should run down and stay away from condo. We sat quietly. I think for 3 minutes like that, it stopped. Sis went google see any tsunami or earth quake happened.

Then, she went facial. And left me and 2nd sis.
I used my lappy to watch Kang Xi Lai Le while sis fall aslept. The picture shaking again, I was so scared, but luckily it just happened for a very short period. I hope everything will be okay. People, please, should love mother earth more. Seriously, I can't farking take it the way people in college use toilet roll or toilet paper. I don't understand why they can't take two or three or few slices or pieces, I feel like scolding them but urgh. The length of the toilet roll they took can wrap themselves, are they going to be mummy while they shitting? Wtf. They are so irresponsible to our earth and they don't know about recycle!? Shit.

Night, we went Publika to have dinner.

I've spent a lot on these few months. Money waster.



And yeah, I finished Welcome to Beast Airline concert! Beast's first concert!
So awesome! \m/

my current desktop wallpaper :P

borrow.

I just want to express my feeling out, but not brave enough.

Borrow me your courage. But still, I don't think I can do it.


Exam left 31 days.

Slap!

Slap me! I fall asleep after I read the first pag of my note! Only left 40days but end up with sleepin. Everyone is struggling while I was having a so called nap. I slept for two hours!!! In fact... I slept for more than 2hours.

I'm sucks... sucks!!! SUCKS!!!!!!! Stressful... this is so crazy!!!!!!

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