Taadaa.

Like finally, I have the chance to have two hours talking session with kimchi man. -_-
One minute session with his brother and sister-in-law (was damn surprised, without knowing his family was with him!).
And.... a short video session with his mom (holynsjfisndnsndnd, seriously, i was like.... HELLOOOO *covered my face* cuz damn shy -.-) Without knowing his mom will be beside him ._. Haha his mom super cute and young, hahaha... his mom said I am beautiful (...alright, awkward). Veli veli der awkward. Lol. Anyway, they all looking forward to meet me. Haha. Well well well, ... alright.

Tonight will be the last night I spend my night in London, uncle's place is tooo cozy until I dont feel wanna move awsy from the bed every morning! Love the smell of the bed sheet too! I am just a very lucky kid that have the chance to explore around and have so many people loving me! Always feel thankful and miss my family! ♡ I promised I really study hard! Kimchi-man, please, you too!

Still need to pack my bags and my another surprise, christmas present from Uncle Lawrence! Nite nite! :)

P/s: Happy Belated to my bestie! Ley Ley! :)

现在是怎样

你现在是怎样，你要怎样？你要那样的结果吗？
不是说好不要乱说话的吗，不是说好要等的吗，不是说好好多好多东西的吗，
所以是怎样，我发火了是怎样。
你忍不住了是怎样，你到底要怎样。
我，本来不觉得怎样，现在我不可以再果断要那结果变这样。
所以，我现在真的很不开心。

我们，怎么了...

snow.

Seoul is snowing now. I just got a fresh snowing video from kimchi man.
Aww, how lovely. How beautiful.
I wish Bristol or London will be snowing this year.

Next year, I would love to look at the snows with my loved ones.
Realize my wish please, Santa Papa. hehe.
Its so late now here in Bristol, good night people! :)
Happy Day!

love.

Sometimes, no matter how much you love a person, time factor matters.

Bad timing is sucks. Freaking sucks.
Please grant me the strength to walk off.

Thanks for the offer, I am sorry I can't accept it (well, obviously I can't accept it).
Still feeling surprised yet so thankful.
No worries, I will still locu so much! :)
Tomorrow is the results day, good luck!

:)

Basically, this photo has nothing to do with my post, I am just missing Hangang River so much. I swear I will go there with my lover and we will just sit there and enjoy the breeze plus sweet talk.Oh lol, well, hahahhaa.

Just survived from the first assignment, down to two. Was dying during first asssignment, never did before, so everything I need to catch up and took extra time to learn about citing legal materials and doing the freaking bibliography aka referencing? I am so sososo feeling very grateful that Yuan Yuan and Yen Yen always be there to help me, ANYTIME, seriously, ALL THE TIME I NEED THEM. I like the place here but hate the weather, its a bit too cold for me now, (as i know that next month and Jan I will be hating here so much due to its weather, cuz' winter is coming.)

Another thing, I am feeling happy with all the morning calls everyday. How to not to miss him while you get to listen to his voice the moment u wake up (I think he already get used to my manly voice, again, everytime I woke up, i will sound like a man. People always doubt that are they talking to a man if they call me in the morning =__=) He is just a very very very candy man.

Thanks to all the lovely people around me, I really love you all! Bye, maybe later gonna go city centre, wanna get myself a gloves! My hands always feeling freeze. lol. Ciao people!

入冬

心情欠佳，跑去了小市中心的supermarket买些食物。好冷噢，要入冬了，超冷的。无法想像下个月我该如何存活。而且天渐渐越来越快暗，好不喜欢! 下午四点半犹如马来西亚七点半，可恶。

在巴士站等巴士的时候，巧遇男神-贝克汉。哈哈哈哈。

嗯。最近很烦恼也很疲惫。
要相信一个人好疲惫。
要做这些有的没的的功课好烦恼。

加油，郑雯伊要变更强大!

P/s: 怎么我的生活都好像很压力啊，不只是我还有我同学也一样。不过怎么我看到facebook好多留学生真的玩到好爽!好羡慕咧...! Aiyayayaaaaa.

09102014

Aloha! Greeting from Bristol! I have abandoned my blog for quite some time... so yeah. I am back again for a short post to make sure my readers know my latest whereabout. hahhaahaha.

Bristol, a peaceful and quiet city. Well, still need time to blend in and try to communicate much with all the ang-mos and ang-mos and ang-mos.

Lots of issues and problems happened since I wanted to join UWE (my current Uni). From the offer letter until now... my debit card in UK, my friend also wondered why I am always the problematic one and many shitty things happen on me. Well, how do I know! Please, just... let me complete one year in Bristol peacefully man. PRRREEEASSEEE.

Surprisingly, phone calls with kimchi man are more than my family. Heh heh heh. Anyway, somebody told me that he will be travelling to U.K. soon, and I really can't wait for his arrival!!!
Will update my campus, living place, studies, life, etc with you guys soon! Seeya!

DAMN. BRISTOL IS DAMN COLD FOR MEEEEEEEE.


attached a quite new photo of mind : Emily, Yuan Yuan, Munyi & beautiful sky in Bristol.

xoxo.

《他不爱我》

说话的时候不认真
沉默的时候 又太用心

我知道他不爱我

...尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心。

嗯...这....今天的单曲循环。
晚安了，我的回忆。

要...更强大!

不懂是不是九把刀电影的关系，看完了，情绪都没有很好。处于在很复杂情绪里。。。

不懂是不是加上朋友感性的话，突然觉得很舍不得。舍不得你们全部。这件事看起来很风光，但想起一个人拿着笨重的行李，穿着冷衣，背着背包，没有朋友没有住宿，而且还是地图白痴，我就感到有点害怕。

住宿找得我快要疯掉了，大家都在抢。我只希望到了那，我有个歇一歇的地方，自己会在那里渡过一段时间的空间里。

加油。加油。不要害怕，不要慌，让自己更强大!!!!! 我要变更强大!!!!

《一个人的咖啡》，好喜欢。阿拓和铁头功妹我好爱好爱!

最感触的是一句对白... "我以为可以天长地久的爱情，说没感觉就没感觉了。"

:)

Umm.

Everything is not going smoothly.
No friends, no accomodation, don't have a certain date that confirm flying.

I guess I will undergo a breakdown that time.
Yes, on the freshies' group, I feel isolated by the whites.
Please, just let things go smoothly! At least let me do the payment! =/

Munyi, positive positive!!

.

这次可能真的要自己一个人流浪，一个人看地图。

要独立了...

As per requested.

Requested by Sunflower. He asked for a positive and happy post. So...here! Am! I! To! Post! A! Happy! Post!
Btw, I am really happy today, if not I don't really have the mood to REALISE one of his wishes. Hehe.

A short and simple video call, then switched to a keep-laughing non-video call, although there's a language barrier but I am still happy with it! :') Why shooo cute laaa my chinggu!

Just like his character so much, his kindness, innocence and straight-forwardness made him a cuter guy! Still, he is looking great as usual. Hehe.

The compliments from him of course are one of the happy sources. Mr. Jeon, see you again soon! ;) hope he will brush up his English on our very next video session, hahaha.

太阳花，你如愿以偿了，开心吗? =P

心底话

无论多么潇洒，心里还是会有丝毫不舍。毕竟相处...又或者依赖对方一段时间了。
如果一年前我没再回头，今天会怎样?

这次，我们可以正式道别吗?

暴躁

暴躁暴躁。怎么这么暴躁 :(

Hehe

Can't wait for the video session tomorrow!! :)))

Seeyaaaaaaaa oppa!

Teeee part2.

Dear readers,

Selfie attached.

Hahahaha. Its been a long time never show my face on my blog.

Kthxbye!

Teeee.

8th July - marked as one of the memorable days. ;)

Monopod.

Monopod will be carried along and be with me all the time after 7 days!

♡

19 days.

19 days till we breathe the same air.

醉徒之旅

感谢那三天疯狂的海滩旅程，好好玩!

朋友，下次再不醉不回吧!

爱你们!!!

Excitement!

Just can't wait!

Firstly - Sand and Beaches.

Secondly, one of the cultural countries that I like a lot!

Babe! Get your shades ready! ♡

But first, let me get a job. #denggg #potongstim . Kthxbye!

Vacation

Can't wait!
2 papers to go, but my holiday mood have turned on! Basically because of discussing abt the fun things gonna do at there with my bunch of fun people!

Jiayou! Two more papers then can enjoy the sunshine! Yay! =D

My very soon LAND PAPER AND CRIMINOLOGYYYY. DON'T FREAK ME OUTTTT PRREASE!

呢

有时候 无论怎么麻醉自己，最终回到原点。

我们是不是在寻找答案? 还是已有了答案?

在这时候最希望自己拥有读心术超能力但同时也怕知道了自己接受不了的答案。很矛盾，也许大家都害怕。

或者，可能，一直以来都是自己傻傻地自愿地无脑地踏进这自以为很简单充满爱的圈套里。

不闻不问，是现在的状况。

Where's the lurves

Answer : Never in loved.

Move on.

And I screwed my fcking Trust paper.

..

Dumb and stupid.
Me.
Stupid and dumb. Urrgghhhh!

加油

身边爱我的人有很多很多，要加油，无论如何都坚持要开心，尽量要微笑。

也许需要一段时间...但还是加油!
加油!!! 可以的，加油!!! 没什么大不了，加油!!!

.

不停地追问自己 : 何必强求?

得到了答案又怎样，问了又怎样，坦白了又怎样，怎样怎样怎样，不开心又怎样，想爆哭又怎样，找不到人倾诉又怎样，自己死死拐弯莫角又怎样，讨人厌又怎样，一切的怎样怎样让自己更难受...

所以怎样?又回到了原点...再问自己，何必强求。

哈哈。疯女。

希望疯女很快变回原来的自己。加油!

-

想说自己笨还是什么，一整夜孤枕难眠，思绪好乱。

我只觉得很乱很想停止头脑转动!

My loyal reader

Haha. Yes youuuu you youuu. The one who always read my blog and tease me! Sigh. 10 years man. I never know I have known you for 10 years. I think one day we should meet up and chill together B-)

It sounds geli but thanks for being my friend! No doubt you sometimes did help me to kill my stupid emo-ness. And I think you know the most of my secrets (OH DAMN). Haha. Whatever! This post is for u! Hopefully 10 years later I, nope, its we won't laugh at our own comments or posts again.

I have so much to say, but I am so lazy to type. Hahahha. Wait till next year when gonna enter to 11th year, MAYBE i will write a longer one for you. Nah. I suppose this is a happier post? Thanks for ur encouragement and being so supportive! And you're not cute NOW. I prefer the form1 or form2 you that complaining about your results! Haha.
Old times were great. Msn games and typing games. Everything! *NUDGEEE*

My friend! Friendship forever! Treat you makan one day! Or u want to eat my own cook food? Haha. ;)

Cheers vita-vita! Hokkien siang! ;p

Last note for you, keep smiling!

傻小孩

翻开我每隔半年会记载一些自己的"历史"的日记，哈哈，觉得自己好笨。

傻小孩一个。Chill吧，放轻松。
以前也有点太紧绷了吧，不过现在不见得有好得哪里去，还是一句- 郑雯伊, chill !

晚安各位夜猫一族!

猪你生日快乐

生日快乐!
那惊喜应该是会迟一天，邮政局效率特慢!

噢，没话说了，也没什么特别兴奋的感觉，哈，疯了。

晚安。

毒書

媽媽叫我少装可憐。
我拍了張照告訴她她女兒還在圖書館奮斗着!

呆這麽久其实真的是要譲自己專心，不想再亂想然後浪费時间，同時也在麻醉自己...

我，加油!
現在8.06p.m.了...時间也太快了吧... =_=

New friend.

26th March 2014. A new friend that is weird. Need to be investigated then only can reveal how he looks like. Hahaha.

花火已不在

原來花火已不如當初燦爛，到底那时的我在眷戀什么，依戀什么。

哈。有些東西或事物逝了就是逝了，没什麽，没任何解释!

新年快乐

新年快乐!

看见自己的部落总觉得去年都好灰，希望今年活得开心一点! 不再回想以前的事，毕竟都已过去了。

今天终于要回家了! Hehehehehe.

新年快乐! 希望自己和家人朋友天天开心! 身体健康! 万事如意如意! =)

P/s: 没什么喜气洋洋的照片，唯有送上一张"薇阴险"的稍微有点过年气氛的照片!

错过...

感觉我在这二十一年里错过了好多东西还有机会。

后悔了，机会不再回来了。。。

所以唯有，等。