I thought of Macau tonight. Missing all the fun having there. :')
Feel so happy whenever there's a person told me that he or she's happy when seeing me. Although its a little thing, but I still feel delighted & a feeling that hardly to describe. It happened some time ago (its often, hahahha), but till just now my friend posted something on my wall again, I just feel berry berry happy! :D I miss her too. :)
Anyway, its late now. Good night everybody & Happy Holiday! Happy Dong Zhi! Merry Xmas! & lastly, Happy New Year! :)
Accidentally viewed my friend's blog, she can turn impossible to possible, a thing that I don't dare to do in my life. Bravo! Hope her little dream comes true, and I'm sure will be very happy for her. :) 'Love makes us strong'. This time I agree with this statement. I'm looking forward to see her soon, and of course my holiday. Eager to have holiday!
Blogger said If you think you're boring, you will never be interesting. The fact is I'm really a boring person, though I know what's the problem but never take steps to solve it, guess that I have social phobia. Sweat* Was doubting myself whether a Leo or not, papers stated clearly that my birthdate is Leo, but I think I'm not. I don't have the Leo spirit. D:
Won't be going for the COMPULSORILY talk held in college today, a talk by Doctor Peter Morisson. Bet that won't be many people cuz it starts from 6:30pm till 9:30p.m. =/
Don't bother that talk, I wanna do well on my common law paper tmr! Good luck everyone! :D
Just now there was a guy playing guitar and played Na Xie Nian at college lobby. Still feel that he's so cool even though I'm not the girl who sat beside & looked at him as if he's singing for her :P Okie, who knows, maybe he really played that song for that girl.
Lappy died. I don't know what happened just knew that there's lot of useless worms inside its body. I'm emo.
Cheer me up people! Cheer me up please! Feel insecure and uncertain. :(
Wake up! It's November. :) I hope November is a lucky month for me!
I got sick since the day I had steamboat withSeeMei and Kar Mun, seriously SICK. My stomach not feeling well at all, this situation already made me suffer for few days, at least 4 days. I think that night I must be crazy, I just eat non stop for three hours with See Mei. Kar Mun ate so less, I shouldn't follow see mei... =( But my mouth just can't stop chewing all the meats! damnnn. Really dai sei la me. aiks.
I got better today, finally, I went to Pavillion with my friend yesterday, yeah, skipped Contract class. I was planned to visit doctor but end up to go shopping mall to eat something. After that, I saw her bought Snowflake, I also follow. Reach home, I put the fried rice into microwave, after that I ate snowflake as dessert. The main point is, that time I was still feel so dizzy and wanted to vomit, but.... my mouth, again! T.T
I almost finished the whole snowflake(normally I CAN'T FINISH IT ALONE), I saw it still got few tea-spoons left, I stopped, I really not feeling well. Finally, after suffered for one and a half hour, I vomited all what I had for dinner. *Champion face*
What's on earth made me eat non-stop! I really feel like dying yesterday night! WHOLE NIGHT! My sisters weren't at home, I'm all alone, how pity! =( Feel like going to see doctor, but I don't have the energy to drive. I 'whatsapp' my dad and told him I vomited all the things out, he cared about me for sure. I didn't dare to eat or drink anything, I scared my stomach can't take it. I swore yesterday that if I still not feeling well today, I wanna go to visit the lovely yet money-eater doctor =P God bless, I feel better compare with the half dead yesterday, but the stomach still a bit.... anyway, just feel so weird!
Received call just now, Zi Hui called me, and told me that bloody PTPTN stuffsneed to solve within this week. I only left 2 days. The evil thing is, I still need to find someone to certify for me. I dislike to go to balai polis to let those evil policemen bully us. Especially one of the pegawai there, I really feel like complain and punch him. Seriously, I wish I can use something to hit him -_-" Lazyshitpeopleever. I don't feel like going out yet I don't have the energy to walk so far to get my car and drive back to college =___=Hope I can solve everything tomorrow cuz' I'm not in Malaysia starts from Thursday morning. =)
OH. AND University of London thingy. Luckily I managed to solve everything before leaving. Still left that chaaaching chaaching Pounds payment! I felt sorry everytime when ask my dad to pay all the application fees, college fees, registration fees..., in Pounds. And I really hate myself when I just slacking around and don't do revision at all. If my parents know it, they must be very sad and disappointed. =/ (oh crap)
My mom always remind me that when you feel that you're bored with studies and keep complaining with what you're having now, think of those who wanted to get education but can't. So, be grateful. I swear I want to finish LLB, so that I can make my parents proud. I am not the intelligent type, I believe all the workings will make ur dream come true. Well well well, its ok to grumble some time. ^_^V
I adore my friends' intelligence a lot.
I heard this sentence before, I forgot it came out from whose mouth. =P
I'm lazy today. What I did today was only copied common law essay given by lecturer.
I absent on Tuesday, not feeling well, too tired, too exhausted of solving problem, my brain just can't stop thinking.
Sometimes I dislike myself, I knew that happening, but just don't wanna or refuse to take a step to pull back everything. I just feel bored with it, or everything.
Too much emo-ness around me these days, I'm trying to smile and be happy, trying to insert some positive thoughts to myself, a little bit day by day.
I felt sorry to too many people, here I am to apologize. :) with a warm Smile.
Went back hometown last week, my friend said my face got rounder, actually I realised that too, but I thought it isn't that obvious? I feel a bit sad with what he said actually. I went back home and went to Facebook to check it out all my older photos, I found that my face really got chubbier. I dislike it. I admit that I ate a lot nowadays because of I'm moody, but, why the heck all the food goes to my face and stomach? I thought 'they' will goes every part of the body equally? At least not only two parts of my body.
How to slim down my face? Please, I need help.
Another thing, I felt someone is suspicious, I hope what he did is different from what I'm thinking right now. Anyway, he has the right... so... let it be, let it be. But... better not same as my thought!
I slept 5 in the morning because of a drama named Secret Garden. I looked at the clock then I only realise it's time to sleep. I like Hyunbin a lot. lol. I know I'm just like a freak. What a great drama! Now I only know why was it so high rating in Korea! Even everywhere is Asia! I was always saw people posted something about Secret Garden in facebook, I never bother to look at it, until my friend asked me to watch it, and highly recommend to me. I was so bored of studying yesterday, so I started this drama! My sis joined me on the 2nd episode. Both of us were laughing like insanes at middle of the night.
Oh Hyunbin. He's good looking. Berry berry good looking! Wonbin was like the type so charming and just like walking from the fairy tale? But Hyunbin is the type like... hmm, HANDSOME. (I would like to call him Prince Charming.) *winks*
I prefer this poll compare with another. This is much accurate. Hehhee. Won Bin is the champion. Hyunbin - No.3.
Once I paid the lump-sum fees, 66pounds bankdraft, submit University of London registration form and hundreds pounds of registration fees on Monday, I can't turn back and say Hey, I wanna do Mass Comm.
I thought the so-called birthday surprise ended (I am really satisfied with that!), not expecting a more surprising surprise, but... they did it! WOW!!!! This time really got cheated, I always thought I am very intelligent... but that day, I was such a noob. hahaha.
Very special cake! Just taste like sponge (it covered the whole cake, saw it?) Very nice! I bet it must expensive.. I really paiseh leh... And this cake need to q-up so long only can get de... more paiseh...
At first I forced by Jocelyn to use my mouth to take the candle up, =.="
Look at the thing beside cake? Jocelyn brought it! hahaha.
My presents. I like anything you girls gave me! :)
HAHAHAHHAHA AH FEE SOOO CUTE!!!
Thank you again.
I was struggling whether should go to Malacca for Law after got my A-Level result, my dad and sis keep encouraging me to leave KL and go Malacca to study as the course is less stressful. I insisted to stay in KL, I told my dad, but dad seemed disagree with me and asked me to think properly, it's Future. I think and think, it troubled me. I was suffering emo for some time few weeks ago. ATC is too competitive and many good future lawyers. I started class two weeks ago, but I still have no idea wth am I studying. How useless. Do not dare to switch to other courses as I am sucks in Maths and Science, and I hate it. But I really afraid of can't handle the thing that I will study in the future, Now it already torturing me. Law - the noble yet strong word, people asking what are you studying, "Oh, I am taking Law now.," people started to adore me. Until I opened my mouth and speak the idiotbroken English, I bet they have a doubt with me. (Haha.) Law is too noble, I don't think I can get along with it. Haaaa! (How lifeless is me if this heard by my sis!) And another thing, I heard this for thousand billion times : Degree is not same as A-level anymore. What a stressful sentence that been told by them.
External system is 100% exam base, MMU isn't the same. This changed my mind. I am planning to go to MMU. And, it exempted CLP exam, this is the main point. After a month, I told my dad, I am considering MMU, seriously.
But thoughts changed.
Ha! Two weeks time in college, I had many superb moments with my buddies. Heavy heart to leave them (if really have to leave). =/ I still want to celebrate birthday with them, no matter mine or their birthdays, I wanna hang out with them, I wanna tease them, I wanna beat them, I wanna laugh at them, I wanna chat with them during class, I wanna I wanna I wanna.... still lots of things want to do with them.
I know this might be a easy choice for you, but for me. Sigh. U can choose to stop reading the post and close the blog if you think I'm it's too free to think all about it over and over again.. Anyway this post is going to end! Blahh!
Alright, yesterday was my birthday!!! My 19th birthday was celebrating with all the beautiful people.
Had a very beautiful moment with them. :)
Yes! Them! and Woon Yee too. (The bday photo was in Evonne's phone, so pinjam pasar malam pic first). Thanks for all the Surprises! haha. AND DURIANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WU XIA with Jocelyn and Alex! I laughed like siao yesterday before, during and after the movie! I really can't control myself. And.. Alex is such a Philosopher! And, three of us suspected there was a rat inside the theater. Freaking disgusting!
CMM aka my sis treated two birthday girls (me and 2nd sis) Balinese food! yummy! Overall everything's good! The environment too! So Bali-ish!
Thanks for all the birthday wishes...unexpected Phone calls... and funny pictures! And.. VIDEO! How amazing! Hey people, You know who You are. :)
I feel so lifeless today, I laughed for wholeeeee dayyyyyyyy! zzz. Image dah spoilt.
Normal human will think : There is one girl and one boy in the poster.
I was searching a movie named Friendship, but I found that almost all the Thai movies in youtube disappeared and deleted, most probably is because of the copyrights thingy. I keep searching and my laptop was just left 50% of battery. Failed to search it, but don't know why another movie named Yes or No caught my attention, I went to facebook and search to look at the poster. Yeah, I thought it was a normal love story, so I decided to load it, so that I can watch the whole movie when I'm back to condo (Neighbour switches off his connection these days, tourtured!).
Battery used up. I got to leave (was at Mont Kiara's Wendy's that time), reached home, I clicked the PLAY button... within 10minutes... I sensed something wrong (NOT THE NARROW DIRTY THING U'RE THINIKING RIGHT NOW!!!). Not being discriminative, but that time, I insist to continue watch it, because I can't believe I watch Lesbian movie for the first time in my life. (These few days always have FOR THE FIRST TIME appeared in my post). In a nutshell, it is really a girlgirl-love-movie. (aww...)
I don't know what to say about this movie, but hey... Let's watch it! Dare to love, peeps! I really like the tomboy inside the movie... AHH, I THINK I GOTTA STOP PRAISING HIM... er.. I mean HER. I keep imagining that SHE is a GUY, then I only manage to finish the whole drama. hahaha.
Oh sheet. What can I say about this boy! Wait, I mean... the boyish Girl.
=) People, I am still normal. I like b-o-y-s. Don't suspect me. :)
Anyway,Still having thai movie fever! Gotto load another Thai movie!
I never went to KL pasar malam before. Wednesday, for the very first time in my life, went to Connaught pasar malam (longest pasar malam in Malaysia), with a bunch of awesome people. I REALLY MEAN IT, A BUNCH, which MEANS... I went out with 10 human beings! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, I WENT WITH SO MANY FRIENDS TO PASAR MALAM! ;P How grand! Hahaha!
We're best friends, we keep teasing each other, we care everyone, we like and we love anyone of us. We help and trust each other. The bond of friendship between us got stronger! It's not just friendship, it's a special kind of feeling towards each other, its like... a big family. =) I like them because just simply really like them! When I'm down, they always cheer me up. We got closer and closer. I love to be with them and I appreciate all the moment with them! (Do you feel... touching? :P)
From the day I came ATC until today, I met a lot of people with double or triple or uncountable faces humans, and the best friends are always the people who stand behind me and backup me whenever I need help. Yes, I am lucky, really.
Degree started since last week. I cannot stop doing revision, if I stop, I can't catch up with what lecturers teach. I cannot stop walking as I am not as good as other people. Brush up... Still brushing up my broken English and study skills.
Don't have idea whether I can continue LLB or not, its external exam, I am not confident enough that I can get great results for the exam and get 2nd honour in Part II, then continue my CLP. CLP certificate holder can only be a lawyer. But then law graduates from local uni are exempted from CLP. I have a doubt with myself. My dad encouraged me to continue in MMU, but... sigh.
This is so me.
I am a 24 hours thinker, I cannot stop thinking this and that except when I'm unconscious. lol. I am really tired, tired of myself and my brain! =/
Yeah, Full House. Do you still remember? :) The song 'I think I love you' by Byul was playing in my mp3. It reminded me of Full House, one of the most popular drama in Korea in 2004 (oh gosh, 7 years ago!). I like this song so much, my mind will play the romantic scene of Rain & Song Hye Kyo and and and... the one that I have a crush on. :) HAHAHAHA!
Was wondering will the same story happens in reality too.? Ok, USED to WONDER. :P
Remember them? The foxandwolf. lol.
Hyun Bin and Hyo Kyo broke up :/ So sad! They're sweet together anyway!
She's Hot. really.
That's all. Went to AHHH EEEE OHHH UIII class today! Had fun and met some new friends! Hope I can catch up next time, cuz' I'm a bit slow compare with them! I don't want myself to be leftout.... oh huhu.
Bye, and again look how beautiful is Song Hye Kyo! :)