The Uncertainties.: UP and DOWN~

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

UP and DOWN~

HELLO BLOGGG.

There's many UPs and DOWNs happened.

Let's start with DOWN first.

My friend's grandma was passed away during her trial. Her grandma was my grandma's best friend. I felt sad and almost cried when heard this. This news was SHOCKED! Really no ones will believe it.

Rest in Peace, aunty.

Btw,
Rest In Peace, Lion Thomas Varughese.

I do not know what happened to me these days. I got angry easily and I hate the people who really annoying and irritating. I am bored with everything, sometimes felt fed up with my studies. My STUDY spirit gone, I am helpless and hopeless. I am lazy to do anything. Exhausted! Tired! and Bored! All these are just damn....'mah fan'.

I hope I will be better. I hope everything will be fine.

And yea, I found that some of THEM were FAKE.

I just HATE them.

I don't know what to say. Just felt that my life is messy and I am lazy to 'arrange' it. AHHHHHHH.

Besides, there's a stranger keep messaging me. I really feel I wanted to KILL him or throw him into SEA. hey dude, I never reply u, HOW CAN U SMS ME FOR MORE THAN 40 messsages!??! damn u! Muka tembok! Until now my phone can't stop ringing, he miss calling me and messaging me non-stop. I already very keliru with what am I thinking, and now got this type of fella disturb me! Just a bastard!
MOST IMPORTANT IS : I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO IS HIM.
hey. GET OUT FROM MY LIFE or else I may use DIRTY WORDS to scold u.

GRRR!

UPs.

Trial was finally ended, the time I waited for a long time. I went to MM's house after trial that day with MH and RP. =)
Found that her bro's book shelf many NEEEEWWWW books. I wanna borrow that The Kite Runner, but then I know I won't spend my time with it during my ONE-WEEK-HOLS.

I didn't went to anywhere during this holiday, most probably will just stay at homeee. Time doesn't let us travel around =( My younger sis gonna back to school on tHURS. bahhhh!

And my cousin's wedding will be on this saturday =]

So...during this hol, i was just sitting in front or tv either COMPUTER.
I am going to be crazy. (but better than study right?)

He is back!!! He reached Batu Gajah ystrday afternoon =)
I do miss him so much!!! gosh!
I never expected he will brought us (me and younger sisters) something GREAT from London. Thanks for the lovely bday card on July. And ystrday before having dinner, he gave me something :):):)