Exhausted.

Monday should be the first day going back to college, but in the end, I decided to go to Johor with my sister and mother. My sis went to Kluang (a small town in Johor) for a case, and went to Kluang's Magistrates court to solve it. Feels extremely passionate when seeing lawyers stood in front of judge and start debating. :) My sis did a great job for sure. Got a chance to sit in the court and witnessed the process, real Great.
After that, we went to my mom's old friend's house, an uncle that contributed much in Chinese societies.
Then, sis drove another 45minutes to Batu Pahat to visit her old friends. An awesome one day trip.
=)



Today is Tuesday. Second day of college.
Sigh for everything. I drove to college today, and stucked in the traffic for 45minutes. Jam like shit! ;( All the way from Segambut to Jln.Petaling just needs 15minutes, but this time, oh, it's just shit. Had Business class and Econs class today. Thank God, Mr.Khor didn't call my name, normally he will call my name and to answer this and that. :) Miss my college mates a lot. I mean a lot.
And, A2 syllabus are getting more tougher, I estimated, time isn't really enough for me, As u know, I am damn playful! and DAMN LAZY! =/
HELLL.

Went back home then went to the wrong way, spent more than an hour to go back home. Oh, I am such a noob! ;( And once again, jam like shit! And I cannot stop yelling in the car. AHH.
Tired. Do not feel like typing more and more. I am really tired! Will have class everday! ;(
Econs class three days a week! Gosh. It's really killing me. And lecturers started to peer pressure on us! Going to have a tougher study life and need to work more harder.
Feel like crying at the same time. Today while having econs class, Mr.Khor suddenly talk about AS examination questions, I was like, OH SHIT. I DID WRONGLY. This really influenced me at that time. :( So stresss. A2 Law subject includes Tort law and contract law! Kill me please. Kill me!

Need to check out the Carbolic Smoke Ball Co. cases. Research again and again.
Stress attacks and no more honeymoon life. =/

Byebye.

Jealousy.

Jealousy is nothing more than a fear of abandonment.

This is so true. :)

Found out this photo yesterday night, I looked damn fair!

Haahaahahaha. Don't envy me, F. :)

Insomnia.

Seriously, I've tried to sleep, after 2 hours, I am still awake.
What the hell. I really wanted to sleep but failed.
Failure! ;(

I'm not very happy recently, but who knows. Something that really bothers me, but who to talk to? Not saying that u're not my friend or whatever shits, but then sometimes really damn pissed off!
Honesty is good, but it might hurts others. AHHH. This is truly shit.
Argh. Anyway, life goes on.

慧海法师said this before,
让脸上流露出心中的喜悦，微笑让你的表情更有价值，
苦练委屈了别人，也苦了自己。

Keep smiling though you're really moody. And everything can be solved.
And this is the reason why I smile! This is not being fake, but this statement is so true.

My problem just need time.

3:18a.m.
Yeah. I am still hyper now. I CAN'T SLEEP.

Monday Blues.

Why Monday blues happens? -.-"
Okay, ignore the Blues first.

Yesterday night came back from Batu Gajah, super jam. Incredible jam. Really. But then, yesterday wasn't the worst among all, my sis been tried to use 4hours++ to just come back to KL from Batu Gajah last time, and yesterday we used 3hours++.

Events in Batu Gajah. I went to Clearwater with a bunch of friends. =)
Picnic. Haha. Even though doesn't have many food, but then still know that they planned well and got ready, they have the heart to do all these. Appreciate. :)

This photo without kai yan the sweetie.

This without Mei Mei the Aunty 13?
Haha.

Attended this picnic, sacrificed something. Anyway, at least I enjoyed here with my bunch of friends. Once the choice made, you must enjoy it.
Studied economics, so I always thought of opportunity cost. Opportunity cost means the next best alternative forgone. (Wednesday will be having last paper! :))
Mr.Khor told us that Econs is important in our lives, and yeah, it's true. The exchange rate topic helped me last time. :)

I spent much time at home, never went to Ipoh. Enjoyed the time at home, I did nothing, and my dad keep staring at me, and I looked at him, from our eye-contact, I knew that he's worrying my studies. Haha. I went to do Econs past year questions, then after 10mins, I went to living room and stick in front the tv. He's really speechless that time. :P
But then, don't worry, I know what I am doing right now. I worked hard in library! Haha.
Yes. I miss my dad and mom. Stay healthy my dear. :)
Stay healthy too, grandpa.

Gang gathering coming soon. Still don't have idea what to buy. AHH =/
Anyway, looking forward that day! It must be fun! FIRST ANNIVERSARY =D
And, really, I miss you girls so much!

I knew how's my real feeling. Somehow just weird. Not falling in love, peeps, stop guessing.
So... When is our next date? :)
It must be 3 weeks later. =(

Have plenty of activities after exam! Never worry my exam, but my results! Sucks right? lol.
I just can't wait for the day that have completely 100% freedom! wheeeee! (Starting to get high again.)

11:43a.m., wonder today's first meal will be McD again or not? I don't really like McD now, I am afraid of fast food.
Bangi Kopitiam food wasn't that good, I do not want to spent money at that place though the environment is nice :P
Mamak stalls, all indians, still remember that day went to eat, they're all looking at me, as I'm the only chinese.
And the Pen'yu, do not want to step in again. They're so friendly to me until I'm afraid later they will keep looking at me when I'm eating. Last time went to "da pao" something, they keep bla bla bla, and that time I was rushing. But their smiles really made my day! :) They kept asking me visit them again. LOOOOOLLLL.
Sweetree, EXPENSIVE! NOOO!
And others kopitiam and restaurants, do not feel like stepping in. ~.~
I think I should go to ampang point there to have some sushi ALONE, or find any other thing to eat, hopefully there's a car park for me. Usually it's FULL.
These are all what I thinking everytime I woke up if I'm at home. Wanted to go out to have lunch with Jo, but I think she hasn't wake up yet. -.-"

Oh ya, I'm happy! LIVERPOOL!
Torres scored! Scored twice! OMG! U're back u're back!!! =)
U're the hero of the match! Chelsea *waves*

Hungry attacks. Off! :)

Monday Blues *KICK!*

Diwali.

Happy Deepavali to all my Indian friends! =)




Friends. Rock my life so much.
If I didn't register to study at ATC that day, I will never have the chance to meet and know a bunch of awesome people like u guys!
And, I know and have more Indian friends now!
Simply feel great and lucky! xD

=) Happy Deepavali once again!

01-11-2010 !

Today. First of November.
Let's rock in this month!
AND YEAH, I'll be finishing CIE exams next wednesday!

oh leh leh~ oh lah lah!
YESSSS!

=D This month gonna be a good good month!