黑夜里

黑夜里的泪 好咸好咸
黑夜里的情绪 好不定

哭过了, 但依然不懂怎么办。
大家都有情绪, 难道我就不会被你的言语重伤?

这一夜, 我眼睛肿了。

也, 觉得自己好无辜。

解 ?

不要自以为了解我。
不要费力了解我, 连我自己都不了解自己, 你又怎么了解我 ?

麻

就以為自己很瀟洒, 瀟洒以後, 發覺開始後悔了。

之後就開始用書本痲醉自己。直到今天, 還是一樣。累了 累了 累了。都多少天了, 我到底想怎样 !

哎。

祝福自己, 愿明天会更好。

96°c咖啡

啡情歌 -

喝一口 等待情绪蔓延
让味蕾 停在感动的世界
且随时间经过
看爱情的视野
给风吹过多少寂寞...

晚安。

心淡

淡了淡了，已没那个心了。
往往每次当要得到那样东西，而我也很认真地对待，
最后，结果还是一样。
这都第几遍了。。。


这次，心寒过后，已不想再抱任何希望。
顺其自然，开开心心过每一天！

我他娘的失落啊！还落了整整五天。现在，我尽量不要允许自己不开心。


想念我的家。还有昨天一班疯友。=D

读

已经比别人迟一年了, 不许自己再拖一年!
不许自己再拿到刚刚好的成绩!

第三年向目标second upper class迈进!
毕竟...有两科是一样的T_T

不许气馁!现在我充满正能量,读书的正能量。冲啊啊啊啊 !

Random.

Why must you make me feel or look like I am damn desperate.

Fine. Its okay. I am good here. F.I.N.E.

Millions of wonders.

This This This or That? Or even THAT?
Thoughts.

就...那一步...

今天掩饰不了自己的情绪，掩饰不了自己那不开心讨人厌的表情以及样子，我懂我让别人难受，不过今天真的觉得有点不开心，或者是说很不开心。
其实自己知道是什么原因，但只是不想表露我的问题，因为我觉得是个很笨的东西，别人只会说我傻。 其实，真的其实，只要我踏出第一步，问题就变少了，但是那对我很鬼死非常难的既需要极大勇敢的那一步，不容易踏出去。
也许那一步对你们而言很容易，但我就没那个自信。


啊。再见，今天在office好难挨啊！

无题.

擅自对号入座,自以为很幸福。

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Interninternshipship.

Started my internship yesterday. Many weird stories wanna write down but sleepyness stop me from doing so. Ahhh bla ha ha blaha ha.

I got good bosses and good colleagues and good cleaner plus good table and good chair. And many many more. But still have a complicated feeling. Aish. Can't think can't type can't go kencing... -_- I wanna sleep la! Oh really crap a lot.
And thank to those who cared abt my first day working. So touching! I love you all! Kinda emo ystrdy. Sleepy.... nights! And I really like shan zhu, such a nice 'invisible' lover... wait, I mean friend.

Bye. Zzzzzzzzzz.

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最深处……

在你梦里有时会突然出现的那个人,
那人是不是藏在你内心深处已久?

那出现的人是否是你曾经爱过的人?

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Brisk day.

常常不满对方,喜欢突然间有冷战,但最后大家还是对彼此不离不弃。这不是暧昧,这是真正的友谊。

十二年的友谊,愿永不褪色。
谢谢你乌鸦朋友!

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老板看上我了…

Hahaha I'm sorry. Just put the title of my post randomly.

最近我的人缘好像不错。-_-
今天午餐有超贴心服务员。
下午巧遇一位"高人",offer好康给我。
晚餐有超超超贴心服务员与韩国老板,看来老板看上我了,和我讲笑话后请我吃碟菜~~~~~~哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!下次去吃韩国餐一定找你!!!

太开心了!!!!还有位变态朋友的陪伴,两个精神分裂病患者坐在一起就感到特兴奋。哈哈哈。Evonne剪了个短发,感觉特别轻松,整个人好像更漂亮了。
今天有其中两爱人陪伴…好开心!

感恩! :)

Same advice for myself, I hope myself will be happy and be positive. Love is all around. Grandpa will be visiting this Saturday, I'm still so exciting about it. Good night. Next outing tomorrow will be my another lover. Hehe.

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碰到男神!

真的他娘的兴奋,我竟然巧遇影帝!!!今天回去学校要做下revision,午餐时间到就去吃午餐。我在吃着我的伊面,突然看到几个不像马来西亚人的人走进来,突然有个似曾相识的脸孔冒出来……他越来越靠近我,他突然开口问我前面那张椅子有没有人坐,我这个疯子突然就望着他的脸孔说不出话,而且感觉到自己的眼睛都没有眨,(我朋友觉得我非常奇怪继续背她的cases敷衍我)……就这样拖了三秒,影帝应该觉得我很恐怖就再问第二遍…我才回过神!就好像一个傻子摇头说没有没有没有!之后他的会心一笑,把椅子搬去前面的桌子。


我整个是傻掉,还一直猛问我朋友我有没有看错!真的没有看错……………也不能拍照因为他不是来旅游而是来工作~~~~娘啊,那眼神有够有神!真的让人目不转睛!

他就坐在我的前面但背对着我,侧面很…………………吸引人!哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。

其实在次厂街附近上课的生活真的很多资多彩,惊喜连连。不是突然附近有警察突击检查那里的一些"服务"中心,不然就有人在排功夫片,总之这四年里面,这里有慢慢的回忆,有开心的也有恶心的。哈哈哈哈。


张家辉!下次再见!希望下次你是带着彭于晏一起来……嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻!
好,继续读书!

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Dumbo.

I'm really dumb.
Wait like a stupid. I'm really dumb.
Dumbo mambo (random words).

Grrr.

Good night!

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hello!

Hello! I've been busy with studies... I mean exams! Yeah, exam once a year.
Finished Tort paper, I got a strong feeling that I wanted to cry while writing the answers. 3 hours, 4 answers, not enough for me at all. After the paper, totally no mood. Not that difficult, but then its more difficult compare with last year's questions. Mind totally blank the moment I got the answer, but thank God, I still managed to write something, at least many many many many many many MANY PAGES of answers!
After the paper, reached home and slept whole day. Too tired. Cried a while. After that pray so hard, hopefully won't fail.

2nd, Law of Trusts. Screwed gao gao. Or I should say all the Zone B students kena screwed? I was prepared. Although not FULLY PREPARED, at least I believe that I can pass it maybe? OH HOLY. I got the question paper, 15minutes reading time (as usual). I looked at the questions, wtf?

First ques, essay - Charitable trusts (Fine, I just did refreshing on this topic few mins before entered exam hall, can recall A BIT. I expect it to come out with problem question, but it was not. I won't do it).
2nd ques, problem ques - Totally no idea, not that panic yet, still have 6 questions to read thru.
3rd ques, problem ques - NO IDEA AT ALL AGAIN. Wonder if I took the wrong paper. Why the heck a 3rd party that not inside the will are claiming? There's no main issues, weird. Skipped.
4th ques, essay - Private Purpose trust. WHAT DA HELL. IT SHOULD BE IN PROBLEM QUES. WHAT THE HELL. THE QUOTATION THEY GAVE I NEVER SAW BEFORE. Damn it, I left only four questions to do!
5th ques, problem ques - NO IDEA AGAIN. I AM TOTALLY SCREWED. ALMOST BURST OUT CRYING IN EXAM HALL but acted calm.
Same goes to 6th... 7th... and 8th questions.

15mins reading time has ended, and candidates started writing answers. I was looking around, and lying on the table and start rereading the questions. I decided to take the challenge and did problem question, not even half of the answer, I put a big cross on the answer sheet, and gave up, proceed to write another.
I only managed to do 2 essays which I hardly squeeze my brain juice only manage to write 5-6pages. The third one, I have no idea which to pick, I picked another essay question again, and took the risk, put down all the knowledge I had which I didn't know whether it related with the quotation. Totally messed up!

Entered exam hall not more than one hour, witnessed a scene that SELDOM happened. Many students walked out from the exam hall. I wanted to do so, but I was so afraid of being alone at outside. (wth). Time's up. Passed the answer sheet, no one was actually wanted to talk. In a sudden, everyone is cursing. Seriously la, what happened with the examiner, why so mean? It's too hard for us. Surprisingly, I still survived after the kinda-strong wind came from super cold aircond plus I was using my free time to conteng on the question paper.
Whatever, this paper, confirmed failed.

No appetite. And slept for whole day after the paper. Very tired. I am very afraid that I can't get second lower in this second year degree, if not, I can't even get a chance to practice and become a lawyer. Instead of giving me a pass of four subjects, please do fail me. Or these two subjects just gimme a pass (though Trust is impossible to happen), and other two papers treat me better please. I need ur help for my future.

Sigh. Stress!

 

My friend posted on facebook. Caption : Fundamental mistake.

Haha. Life goes on dude!

Answers submitted, being emo or cry also useless. Unless someone goes to London and burn all the answer sheets. Ha. What can I do is only do better on next two papers *pray pray pray pray pray* I need a more powerful energy booster and I hate MIB for stealing all my knowledge at the moment I open my eyes from my precious sleep! Hahhahahaa.

Oh ya. My classmate shared something fun indeed true on college's page.

"Lesson for 22/05/2013 

Watch ALL TV series because examiners might just set a question involving the characters. I suggest, How I Met Your Mother".

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

And thanks shan zhu for talking to me after my freaking exam! Two papers to go! ;)

Yeah, shan zhu - wild boar. ngek!

脏。

五月五,好脏好脏……

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Eeyer!

I SAW MY 428 post on my blogggg!!!!!

This is scary! Two days ago it wasn't there. -___- !!

Bye. Happy Labour Day!

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428.

Taken on 28th of April, 2012.

Time flies, its already a year. More than one year. Phew. Two days ago I wrote a not-too-short post for 428, but failed to publish it and the post has gone. I've no idea why the post will disappear, I've checked draft and others, failed to get it back. Suan la. Anyway, everyone who attended 428 are all warriors. Still can remember the sweats and the tears that day.

5th May coming soon, means LL.B exam coming soon too. Stress to the.max. Sigh. Anyway I will be driving back to Gajah Land tmr, and gonna revise as much as I can. Its more comfy n convenient to study at home as I do not need to worry what to eat everyday. Hehe.

I saw two articles written by my lecturers about elections. Really admire them. They're all my role models, knowledgeable or smart guys or girls really attractive ;)

Quoted from Mr. Edmund's random note on facebook: Vote for change. But don't vote for politicians or political parties - never put your faith in man. Vote for values you believe in. Vote against the arrogance of power. Vote against corruption. Vote courageously and reject the politics of fear.


I hope my country will be cleaner and safer. I love Malaysia. Good night.

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428。

一年了。
还记得那一天大家一起中teargas,被射水炮,还无惧地继续向前走。
大家一同高喊Hidup Rakyat,一起高歌。
最心痛的是老伯伯中催泪弹,不知所措,他们的脸开始发红,眼睛很难睁开!但幸好人民真的很团结,一起分享牙膏、水还有盐。催泪弹真的很烫!很辣!很催泪!嗅了后会觉得很晕!总之就是很难受!

428,真的很辛苦。但从不后悔,为了更干净的未来……都是值得的。428,大家都是英雄!

好难忘。

大家都要爱我们敬爱的家园,马来西亚 :) !

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图书馆。

今天我在图书馆K书……
没办法,考试快到了。

星期六还是有很多像我勤劳的学生去温习。至到晚上九点…………………还在那里。大家就像机器一样…不停不停不停地读……







图书馆一定有两个捣蛋鬼。
很吵 ! 幸好今天Kak不在,不然早就赶我们出去了。

疯了。


因为我的好朋友需要我以前的notes,我就花了点时间找回想当年我呕心沥血写的notes。发觉我以前真的很勤劳,比起今年…………唉,别说了。对了,这叠就是我Degree第一年要用到的东西,也就是说考试时头脑要具备这座似山的学问进考场考试。不要以为就只有这叠,please…我还有另外一箱书。妈的,我真的觉得自己好厉害,因为这些真的不是人读的!是疯子才会这么疯狂地一直读下去,就是我,还有图书馆那些人兄。

你们忽略掉我的疯言疯语吧,我都觉得自己语无伦次了,我现在…只感到很大压力!!!!比去年更大更大!!!!!


T_T 图书馆,明天见。Why you no open 24hours? T_T

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Love guru.

I couldn't believe that I'm acting as a third party and helping a pair of couple solving their problems. This couple really a problematic one. I have done my best and I think I helped a lot. Hahaha.

Woah. I feel I'm awesome. CMY, you're awesome la wei. Seriously, all the love stories I've heard made me got an urge to find a boifren and get a superb relationship. Haha. But some stories really demotivating!
Anyway. Study study study! Study for a brighter future & a better partner.

;) Have a nice day. And happy birthday again my cutie friend, Mimi Madu. :)

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为什么要假坚强?内心是真的在撑着,好辛苦好辛苦!为什么我就是这样。

真的好不喜欢自卑的自己…还以为会随着年龄增长,不会胡思乱想,错错错,我的毛病真的,好像越来越严重。


妈的!砍掉我吧!

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变化…

变了, 大家都变了。
怪不得全世界的人都说没有永远、永恒。

别瞎猜, 我还没到可以写关于爱情的境界。


大家,晚安。

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Everything wrong!

Wrong timing, right person?
Wrong language, right person?
Wrong culture, right person?
Everything wrong, right person?

Hahahahhaahahahhaa what am I crapping.

Bye.
Ohya, my hair is in dark red. I think my hair and me look super cool under sunlight. Hahaha. Joke! Planning to get my ass home this Thursday aft my class & back to KL again on Friday night. Just miss home and my family, nothing much.

And you, happy belated birthday.

Nights!

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Chinese New Year - KL.

Visited Puchong three days ago! Had so much fun with the gang! Visited Siew Chong's and Woi Kang's home :D Puchong quite far from college, took about 40mins. Because of this, we stayed in Puchong for whole day! Hahahaha.


Siew Chong's homie. Her mom wanted us to introduce ourselves when she's handling ang pao to us. I said I'm Mun Yi, at first she heard Money then Mandi. Hahahaha. Okay, they had a great laugh at it. Mmmm ;p Oh ya. Knew a new friend, Joanna :)



Woi Kang's homie. We are the first bunch of friends visit his home, yes in his lifetime. HAAAA. Amazing right. Her mom enjoyed talking to the guys a lot. Haha.

We spent our lunch time at Puchong, yong tou fu place. Dinner at Setiawalk Puchong. Nice environment. Too bad we needa rush back to Kl again cause need to collect our cars. 100degree Steamboat not so good, don't go. Hehehe.

Talked a lot in the car with buddies while heading back to collect my car. Great day! ;) The end.

Tomorrow is the last day of cny ady! So fast! :( Tomorrow is my last lecture too! After that gonna have 2 months intensive revision classes! Tension! Grrraahhh.
Just finished dinner at condo cafe. Still sitting here using wifi. Cause my quota gonna be used up. The three Korea kiddos very adorable and after dinner they keep jumping into the pool and burst into laughters. Hahahah. Cutee!
Okay. Back to studies! Lol. Potong steam kan!?

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废话。

如果... 如果... 如果...
如果真的......

噢。算了。

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My 2013 CNY.

Hello! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR peeps! :) Gong hei fatt choy! YAT YAT FATT CHOY! ;D
This year, I think... there's no cny atmosphere. Not sure whether I've grown up or not, the first day of CNY at Gajah Land is totally quiet. And... I wonder why the relatives who used to constantly visit my home in previous years but didn't show themselves this year. Err... I'm not blaming them. Anyway, this made me miss my grandma and cous bro more. I wish they're here with us. :( I know everyone missing and thinking about them during first few days =/
Visited my relatives. Oh ya, and Uncle Yee Kiat -my dad's old friend, these two uncles can chat for whole day when meeting each other once a year! Managed to catch up with friends ;) And joined the CNY gathering.
Well, I got the feeling that I have nothing to talk when I meeting friends. Like... there's no topic? Or I am the one who think too much? And, cgpa, the what what result thing, my whole course doesn't relate with cgpa. And I'm not so sure what's that. Lol. Sorry for my stupidity. Well, .... I don't know how to say. And I know that few people are started to change. Hmm. Maybe me too?

Class started since yesterday. Can't concentrate as I kept thinking how short should I cut my hair. Lol. And keep thinking about my clothes, teeth, friends, family and shits. And EXAM. Oh I left only one lecture! Shoot. Feel damn stress.

I shall let my fingers take some rest. Good night!


'Memorable' night at Browns Cafe! Awww I love them! :D
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I can't wait for the next bai nian sessionsss in KL! ;)

Exhaustive days!

I'm feeling sleepy right now but I insist to come and write something! Heheheh semangat! As usual, complain about studies first, then tired, after that no time, finally stories. Haha. I do not hate weekend classes, just dislike it when the parking fares up to 10bucks per day (on weekends) and I lost some golden chances to shop or eat with my busy sisters. Ah whatever la. Being Jalan Petaling students are cool, experience something that you'll never had during ur school life except... ATC-ians and... another college locates inside Petaling Street. Lol.
Next, I miss my hometown buddies! :) Really really really hope that can join chu3 cny gathering! I want to see some longtimenosee faces! I wanna keep in touch with them and take photos! I wanna put the photos inside my room's new corner! (HEHEHE. I GOT MYSELF A LIL CUTE CORNER AFTER CLEANING SESSION 3DAYS AGO!) Ahhh I haven't bought cny clothes yet. #wth. Yes. Really. Last week, finally I got the time, and I went to shop, and every clothes that I wanted, NO MY SIZE. Shoooo down leh. AhhhWHATEVER. =/ Last shopping day will be this Wednesday! Pleaseeeee I just want a new dresss. Sigh.
I'm enjoying my study life. And I like 'Easement' this topic from Land Law. Hahahahhahaa. I'm mad. I'm trying to let myself to fall in love, DEEPER, to each every subject. I sincerely, seriously, and really wanna get Bs or B+s (IyearnforA, but impossible -.-) for all the subjects. This year is not a playplay year. It determines everything. Nah. Can be a lawyer or not depends lots in this year. Guanyin mama bless me !! :( Collected revision timetable, I will stay 2months (yes, 2months) in KL due to the pack-pack heavy hectic schedule starts from March! Shit. I couldn't find any days to go back BG! This is torturing. Even year3 timetable is better..... T_T
And I just checked timetable, I left only 3 lectures T_T Time, can you move slower? You're too cruel to me! ...............

:(
Anyway, feeling complicated these days! Friends... studies... family... etc. Haih. Maybe its me think too much again.
Whateverrrr laaaa. Studies come first!

Good night!

Half-dead.

Hello bloggers! Readers! Friends! Strangers! Stalkers! Aloha!
Quota (holiday) has used up since last week, getting more busier after holiday ends. Going class as usual, attending lectures on weekends, feel nothing now, just feel that everyday is just the same. Cannot procrastinate anymore, this statement I've told myself since SPM. Until yesterday, I was very fear of my exam, cause it's really coming soon. Discussed about incoming exam during lunch time, it fears me lots cause I just forgot that second year is the year! The year that your exam mark will be your forever there in the record and there's impossible to go and retake and change the mark (unless you fail that certain subject). The mark will be carried on and it will determine whether you can get second class or not. Fyi, u must get at least second lower only can take ur certificates in legal practice (CLP) -nah, another one year course. With CLP, you can only be a lawyer. Oh wait, must be a chambering student for 9 months before becoming a lawyer. I wrote so much as if giving myself an excuse that can take a break or go chilling with friends.lol. Slap myself. Stress and hard cannot be an excuse to fail my exams! I understand ur feeling, you're feeling stress too right? I'm sorry, but I just can't control my fingers of typing the details of my course. Lol. Anyway, I can't fail any exam, and I can't get only a pass for it. Failing an exam means I gifted 4k to London! I am not that generous, so I must succeed in gaining my law Degree! You bloody exam!
Half-dead.
Today I'm half dead, first, law of trust was trying to kill me several times, but I'm glad enough that I have strong immunisation and my powerful 100timesnonstopreading superpower. I can't understand that freaking sentence so I need to keep reading it and make reference of another book for further understanding, this is soooooooooo annoying. Anyway, I have another superpower that is... no matter how many times I read that, I still can't understand what it trying to tell. Books, your fault.
Next, I almost got poisoned by the food that I cooked for myself tonight. I used to think I'm a good chef, but now, I think I don't have the potential to be a chef at all. My kitchen is all messy and oily. Anyway, I think because of too much studies so influenced my cooking. Hahaha.

Hmm, what else wanna write. Anyway, I think any subject also can stress you up, I bet if I'm taking mass comm. now, I will surely telling how stress and depress I am. Blogging to complain is one of the ways to release stress, ehh, I am now trying to show off how difficult is my course or what, but if you feel so, please forgive me, forgive my sucky way of writing all these things. 我真的很不善于表达。 I do not hope any misunderstanding arises. Hmm. Cheers. =)
Okay, that's all, tomorrow is another day for another subject. Hopefully I won't run away from house and go yumcha with friends! lol.

Good night. And happy day! Yeah!

Photomoments.

Holidaywithcouzies.

From left to right. Cousin in Ipoh, me, sis, Cousin in Ipoh's bro (Hahaha), and lastly, cousin who only comes back once a year! Miss u dear. I will definitely save $$ to Aussie visit you and gonggong popo!

Again. Cous bro came back from Aussie.

I think my holiday is really awesome because of meeting them. Blink blink eyes* We all have grown up. I believe everyone of us enjoy and appreciate the time being together as... we seldom meet. =/ There's still many more cousins, local cousins, but due to my laziness, ... hmm.. so yeah. Hehe.

Next.

BEAST will be coming Malaysia soon for Golden Disk Award! EXPENSIVE TICKET yet at an inconvenient place! Well,  I still wishing someone donated money to me. I really really wish to see them! Watch them live! AHH MY BIAS. *immerse myself into their songs*

Lastly, from AH BOYS TO MEN!
Comedy. Singapore movie. The first 10-15mins - Boring. Hehehe. But overall, really a good movie! Made me very happy! Very funny! Memorable scene is definitely when IP MAN sway his hair to Lobang before cutting botak. :D

My mom couldn't stop praising Joshua Tan (from left, the 4th guy) during the movie. "Even he's bald, he's still looking good". Even after the movie. -.-"Anyway, my fav is Sergeant Heng and Lobang. Hehehehe. Halo, don't say I'm weird. lol.

ABTM will have Part2.

=)
Really gonna end this post. Goodbye! :)

Happy New Year!

First of all, HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR from us, the Royal family!

Ahahahhaa. I'm sorry for the late wishes! I will be back real soon! ;) Won't let my blog die. lol.
Take care peeps. Hugs*


Photo taken more than 1 year ago. I want to visit hongkong again!