Merry Merry!

Merry Christmas to you all! :)
Have a joyous and blessed Christmas!

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Macau.

I thought of Macau tonight. Missing all the fun having there. :')


Feel so happy whenever there's a person told me that he or she's happy when seeing me. Although its a little thing, but I still feel delighted & a feeling that hardly to describe. It happened some time ago (its often, hahahha), but till just now my friend posted something on my wall again, I just feel berry berry happy! :D I miss her too. :)


Anyway, its late now. Good night everybody & Happy Holiday! Happy Dong Zhi! Merry Xmas! & lastly, Happy New Year! :)

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迷。

一邊笑得瘋了 一邊哭得累了 判若 兩人

快要放棄了 快要虛脫了

下一 個我 又是什麼角色

太自我保护了，太害怕自己被受伤害。讨厌自己这样...

这次太严重了，我看我还是。。。。算了吧！

:)

Accidentally viewed my friend's blog, she can turn impossible to possible, a thing that I don't dare to do in my life. Bravo! Hope her little dream comes true, and I'm sure will be very happy for her. :)
'Love makes us strong'. This time I agree with this statement.
I'm looking forward to see her soon, and of course my holiday. Eager to have holiday!

Blogger said If you think you're boring, you will never be interesting. The fact is I'm really a boring person, though I know what's the problem but never take steps to solve it, guess that I have social phobia. Sweat*
Was doubting myself whether a Leo or not, papers stated clearly that my birthdate is Leo, but I think I'm not. I don't have the Leo spirit. D:

Won't be going for the COMPULSORILY talk held in college today, a talk by Doctor Peter Morisson. Bet that won't be many people cuz it starts from 6:30pm till 9:30p.m. =/

Don't bother that talk, I wanna do well on my common law paper tmr! Good luck everyone! :D


Pic took during MPH bookfair. Hehehehe.

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happy.

I'm happy. Just... let it be. :)

Studies come first.

Yay! :D


P/s: old photo. Miss you much Jo! :)

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last post.

Yesterday's sky.

Just now there was a guy playing guitar and played Na Xie Nian at college lobby. Still feel that he's so cool even though I'm not the girl who sat beside & looked at him as if he's singing for her :P Okie, who knows, maybe he really played that song for that girl.


Lappy died. I don't know what happened just knew that there's lot of useless worms inside its body. I'm emo.

Cheer me up people! Cheer me up please! Feel insecure and uncertain. :(



Hello! THIS SHOULD B POSTED ON LAST FRIDAY -_-

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很少人可以让我心情复杂。

今天，我心情很复杂。

夜.

我好累,好累好累.
自己活该,从没好好利用时间.
得过且过了半年,现在累得没有时间呼吸也活该!
我真的好累!累得我好想念澳门的夜景.好想只静静坐在我曾坐的长凳放空,继续活在自己的梦里.

回来了,被一切敲醒了,真的是时候奋斗了.




你...我...就不要让我误会。


晚安.

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那些年-我被感动了。

昨天，我看了 那些年，我们一起追的的女孩 。

昨天我们竟然翘课，去了Midvalley买戏票。一切都好随性，随性得就这样去了戏院，随性得连一张戏票也买不到。而且是连续三场的戏票也get不到。

最后，我们要去最冷门的戏院才买到戏票。

本来就知道这是一部爱情片，结局是大众不喜欢的。

我什么都以为，以为这只是一部甜蜜既感伤的爱情片。

以为只是平淡既有点感动的爱情片。

以为只是有关青春与朋友之间的片子。

。。。

怎么知道，这部戏对我的影响是那么的大。而我真的不懂为什么。

里面的点点滴滴，我都好喜欢。

我对他们不能在一起真的好失望，而且好痛心。感觉一切都在被玩弄着，他们真的让我觉得好可惜。
戏院里听到了笑声、小声哭泣的声音，我鼻也酸了几下下。

好喜欢那女生。

也好喜欢那男生望着那女生的眼神，从高中，毕业典礼、到那女生结婚的那一天，他的眼神让我觉得这男太。。。。太帅了。

男性朋友问我看了这部电影有什么感想，我二话不说地说那男的很帅！为什么不在一起？

他说女生就是这样，根据什么什么的统计，女生就只会看着那男的，男生则会想起以前的事情，会有复杂的心情。

哈哈哈哈。

谁知道...从驾车回家到我睡觉前的那一刻，我都一直在想着这部电影。
今天一早，我不开心得想开车回家乡。
我打电话给我妈，告诉她为何不开心，我想她一定以为我疯了。
哈！

说真的，这部九把刀的电影真的好厉害。

我想我已中毒了。

啊！青春。。。

Ship.

I am a boring person. I need a book entitled 'How to make friends'.

Or, 'How to be an interesting human'.

Ahh. Stress.

=/

Well, life.

I found that my brain has a little radio, it can't stop playing songs. I realised it since I'm 9. Haha.

Yi Ran Ai Ni by Leehom... still playing. =)

My mind got messed up! :(

There's no point of posting this post.

November.

Wake up! It's November. :) I hope November is a lucky month for me!

I got sick since the day I had steamboat with SeeMei and Kar Mun, seriously SICK. My stomach not feeling well at all, this situation already made me suffer for few days, at least 4 days. I think that night I must be crazy, I just eat non stop for three hours with See Mei. Kar Mun ate so less, I shouldn't follow see mei... =( But my mouth just can't stop chewing all the meats! damnnn. Really dai sei la me. aiks.

I got better today, finally, I went to Pavillion with my friend yesterday, yeah, skipped Contract class. I was planned to visit doctor but end up to go shopping mall to eat something. After that, I saw her bought Snowflake, I also follow. Reach home, I put the fried rice into microwave, after that I ate snowflake as dessert. The main point is, that time I was still feel so dizzy and wanted to vomit, but.... my mouth, again! T.T

I almost finished the whole snowflake(normally I CAN'T FINISH IT ALONE), I saw it still got few tea-spoons left, I stopped, I really not feeling well. Finally, after suffered for one and a half hour, I vomited all what I had for dinner. *Champion face*

=______________=

What's on earth made me eat non-stop! I really feel like dying yesterday night! WHOLE NIGHT! My sisters weren't at home, I'm all alone, how pity! =( Feel like going to see doctor, but I don't have the energy to drive. I 'whatsapp' my dad and told him I vomited all the things out, he cared about me for sure. I didn't dare to eat or drink anything, I scared my stomach can't take it. I swore yesterday that if I still not feeling well today, I wanna go to visit the lovely yet money-eater doctor =P God bless, I feel better compare with the half dead yesterday, but the stomach still a bit.... anyway, just feel so weird!

Received call just now, Zi Hui called me, and told me that bloody PTPTN stuffs need to solve within this week. I only left 2 days. The evil thing is, I still need to find someone to certify for me. I dislike to go to balai polis to let those evil policemen bully us. Especially one of the pegawai there, I really feel like complain and punch him. Seriously, I wish I can use something to hit him -_-" Lazyshitpeopleever. I don't feel like going out yet I don't have the energy to walk so far to get my car and drive back to college =___= Hope I can solve everything tomorrow cuz' I'm not in Malaysia starts from Thursday morning. =)

OH. AND University of London thingy. Luckily I managed to solve everything before leaving. Still left that chaaaching chaaching Pounds payment! I felt sorry everytime when ask my dad to pay all the application fees, college fees, registration fees..., in Pounds. And I really hate myself when I just slacking around and don't do revision at all. If my parents know it, they must be very sad and disappointed. =/ (oh crap)

My mom always remind me that when you feel that you're bored with studies and keep complaining with what you're having now, think of those who wanted to get education but can't. So, be grateful. I swear I want to finish LLB, so that I can make my parents proud. I am not the intelligent type, I believe all the workings will make ur dream come true. Well well well, its ok to grumble some time. ^_^V

I adore my friends' intelligence a lot.

I heard this sentence before, I forgot it came out from whose mouth. =P

当你抱怨没有鞋子穿的时候，还有人没有脚！

Countdown 2 days! 丹丹 I'm coming!

My masterpiece named Triple S eel.

Sexy, Sleepy and Sick. hahahahaha!

Take care peeps! I'll be back soon!

悲。

输了，输了，输了。

不开心。

lurvs.

:)

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oh hu.

Hooo.

I'm happy with the uncertainties, but not all the uncertainties, it's certain uncertainties. Haha!

Lazy.

I'm lazy today. What I did today was only copied common law essay given by lecturer.

I absent on Tuesday, not feeling well, too tired, too exhausted of solving problem, my brain just can't stop thinking.

Sometimes I dislike myself, I knew that happening, but just don't wanna or refuse to take a step to pull back everything. I just feel bored with it, or everything.

Too much emo-ness around me these days, I'm trying to smile and be happy, trying to insert some positive thoughts to myself, a little bit day by day.

I felt sorry to too many people, here I am to apologize. :) with a warm Smile.

Went back hometown last week, my friend said my face got rounder, actually I realised that too, but I thought it isn't that obvious? I feel a bit sad with what he said actually. I went back home and went to Facebook to check it out all my older photos, I found that my face really got chubbier. I dislike it. I admit that I ate a lot nowadays because of I'm moody, but, why the heck all the food goes to my face and stomach? I thought 'they' will goes every part of the body equally? At least not only two parts of my body.

How to slim down my face? Please, I need help.

Another thing, I felt someone is suspicious, I hope what he did is different from what I'm thinking right now. Anyway, he has the right... so... let it be, let it be. But... better not same as my thought!

I can't see the shape of my face.

。

这还在墙壁上,渐渐忘记了对自己许下的承诺。
我好不开心,好想念以前的那个自己。

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只能想念你。

好喜欢这首歌，不觉得好有感觉吗？

=)

Wonder-Land.

Wonder-Land.
Wondering everything, but failed to take the first step to ask questions.


I am not emo. But wanna have some peace right at this time.

Smiley made me stronger eh eh!

脆弱。

谁说狮子座是很坚强的?那为何今天哭了?
泪水，悲伤，疲惫，心觉得好不舒服。
回想今天的事情，真的是件好小好小的东西，却令我觉得如此不舒服，我...以泪洗面。
我再回想，不只是一件小小的事情而流眼泪，加上之前遭受的压力我并没有说出口。之前好多人都好不快乐，一切只好放在心里。累计累计......我忍受不住了。
我愿意当别人的聆听者或小丑，我没有想过今天我会撑不住。

那刺还存在着，我想我今天还是无法开心起来。
抱歉吓到你们，把好糗的一面露出来了。



人，恐怖。
陶醉在爱里而无法自拔的人好恐佈。
眼里只有爱人而忘了其他关心他的人更恐怖。
我真心对待你们，希望你们也别再背后猛攻击我。或，我们。

今天好糗，也感到特别脆弱。
好想念，好想念，好想念以前欢乐的时光。
好希望，好希望，好希望我不懂很多事情，继续当个快乐的小丑。

我今天真的好不快乐。

Charming.

I slept 5 in the morning because of a drama named Secret Garden.
I looked at the clock then I only realise it's time to sleep. I like Hyunbin a lot. lol. I know I'm just like a freak. What a great drama! Now I only know why was it so high rating in Korea! Even everywhere is Asia! I was always saw people posted something about Secret Garden in facebook, I never bother to look at it, until my friend asked me to watch it, and highly recommend to me.
I was so bored of studying yesterday, so I started this drama! My sis joined me on the 2nd episode. Both of us were laughing like insanes at middle of the night.

Oh Hyunbin. He's good looking. Berry berry good looking!
Wonbin was like the type so charming and just like walking from the fairy tale? But Hyunbin is the type like... hmm, HANDSOME. (I would like to call him Prince Charming.) *winks*



I prefer this poll compare with another. This is much accurate. Hehhee.
Won Bin is the champion. Hyunbin - No.3.

Ranked 3.

Hyunbin's NO 1!!
Hhaha this is a lil fake... WON BIN should not be ranked after 5 !



Wanna do revision now, later will watch the rest!!!! :D

Hyunbin is getting thinner, especially his face. While me, I'm getting fatter.

No why.

Just feeling weird.
Just feeling moody.
Just feeling bad.
Just feeling indescribably.


No why? Oh yes why?
You don't get it? It's okie, I don't get what I mean too. or.. Don't get what am I thinking too.

I am complicated.

* Interprete me.

致，我的朋友

献给你们。


谁是谁生命中的过客,谁是谁生命的转轮,前世的尘,今世的风,无穷无尽的哀伤的精魂. 我回过头去看自己成长的道路，一天一天地观望，我站在路边上，双手插在风衣的兜里看到无数的人群从我身边面无表情地走过，偶尔有人停下来对我微笑，灿若桃花。我知道这些停留下来的人终究会成为我生命中的温暖，看到他们，我会想起不离不弃。

——郭敬明

你们，都是我的好朋友。老朋友，当然一定一定一定也包括你们。:)



Miss u all, BG buddies... =/

my future.

Once I paid the lump-sum fees, 66pounds bankdraft, submit University of London registration form and hundreds pounds of registration fees on Monday, I can't turn back and say Hey, I wanna do Mass Comm.


Law, my future?

D.

You're demotivating me.

I don't feel like wanna continue what I am doing right now.
Shit.

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Step.

Must be courage enough to take the first step! Or second step? mmm.
Okaiii. Jia you to myself! Just being fake for ONCE only. JUST FOR ONLY THIS TIME.
hehehehe.

Sweet dreams to you and me! :)
Good night!

Train.

I am in the train now, updating blog by my smartyace.

Will be reaching in two hours.

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TodayIsTheDay.

A-Level result - OUT today!

Hopefully I am not the one who will cry tmr.
Please, bless me.

Keep hypnotizing myself that everything is Fine.
Yes, I am Fine.

AHHHHHHH!!!!

Good luck to myself.

Grinnnnn.

*Melts*

cams.

When there's a camera, JUST SMILE!!!! =)

XD

Credits to Yoon Doojoon. :)

Surprise given by them.

I thought the so-called birthday surprise ended (I am really satisfied with that!), not expecting a more surprising surprise, but... they did it! WOW!!!! This time really got cheated, I always thought I am very intelligent... but that day, I was such a noob. hahaha.

Very special cake! Just taste like sponge (it covered the whole cake, saw it?)
Very nice! I bet it must expensive.. I really paiseh leh...
And this cake need to q-up so long only can get de... more paiseh...

At first I forced by Jocelyn to use my mouth to take the candle up, =.="

Look at the thing beside cake? Jocelyn brought it! hahaha.

My presents. I like anything you girls gave me! :)

HAHAHAHHAHA AH FEE SOOO CUTE!!!

Hees.

Thank you again.

♥

I was struggling whether should go to Malacca for Law after got my A-Level result, my dad and sis keep encouraging me to leave KL and go Malacca to study as the course is less stressful. I insisted to stay in KL, I told my dad, but dad seemed disagree with me and asked me to think properly, it's Future.
I think and think, it troubled me. I was suffering emo for some time few weeks ago. ATC is too competitive and many good future lawyers. I started class two weeks ago, but I still have no idea wth am I studying. How useless. Do not dare to switch to other courses as I am sucks in Maths and Science, and I hate it. But I really afraid of can't handle the thing that I will study in the future, Now it already torturing me. Law - the noble yet strong word, people asking what are you studying, "Oh, I am taking Law now.," people started to adore me. Until I opened my mouth and speak the idiotbroken English, I bet they have a doubt with me. (Haha.) Law is too noble, I don't think I can get along with it. Haaaa! (How lifeless is me if this heard by my sis!)
And another thing, I heard this for thousand billion times : Degree is not same as A-level anymore.
What a stressful sentence that been told by them.

External system is 100% exam base, MMU isn't the same. This changed my mind. I am planning to go to MMU. And, it exempted CLP exam, this is the main point. After a month, I told my dad, I am considering MMU, seriously.

But thoughts changed.

Ha! Two weeks time in college, I had many superb moments with my buddies. Heavy heart to leave them (if really have to leave). =/ I still want to celebrate birthday with them, no matter mine or their birthdays, I wanna hang out with them, I wanna tease them, I wanna beat them, I wanna laugh at them, I wanna chat with them during class, I wanna I wanna I wanna.... still lots of things want to do with them.


I know this might be a easy choice for you, but for me. Sigh. U can choose to stop reading the post and close the blog if you think I'm it's too free to think all about it over and over again..
Anyway this post is going to end! Blahh!

So, Follow my heart?

생일축하합니다

Alright, yesterday was my birthday!!!
My 19th birthday was celebrating with all the beautiful people.

Had a very beautiful moment with them. :)

Yes! Them! and Woon Yee too.
(The bday photo was in Evonne's phone, so pinjam pasar malam pic first).
Thanks for all the Surprises! haha.
AND DURIANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WU XIA with Jocelyn and Alex!
I laughed like siao yesterday before, during and after the movie! I really can't control myself.
And.. Alex is such a Philosopher!
And, three of us suspected there was a rat inside the theater.
Freaking disgusting!

CMM aka my sis treated two birthday girls (me and 2nd sis) Balinese food! yummy!
Overall everything's good! The environment too!
So Bali-ish!

Thanks for all the birthday wishes... unexpected Phone calls... and funny pictures!
And.. VIDEO! How amazing! Hey people, You know who You are. :)



I feel so lifeless today, I laughed for wholeeeee dayyyyyyyy!
zzz. Image dah spoilt.

Happy Belated Birthday to myself.

Define Cute.

Picture talks. ♥

Welcome to Malaysia, again! I know you guys gonna rock on the stage again. Why MTV World Stage not on 26th but on 24th... =((

Credits to Prince Jang's twitter.

The first time...

L O L. I watched this.

Normal human will think : There is one girl and one boy in the poster.

I was searching a movie named Friendship, but I found that almost all the Thai movies in youtube disappeared and deleted, most probably is because of the copyrights thingy. I keep searching and my laptop was just left 50% of battery. Failed to search it, but don't know why another movie named Yes or No caught my attention, I went to facebook and search to look at the poster. Yeah, I thought it was a normal love story, so I decided to load it, so that I can watch the whole movie when I'm back to condo (Neighbour switches off his connection these days, tourtured!).

Battery used up. I got to leave (was at Mont Kiara's Wendy's that time), reached home, I clicked the PLAY button... within 10minutes... I sensed something wrong (NOT THE NARROW DIRTY THING U'RE THINIKING RIGHT NOW!!!).
Not being discriminative, but that time, I insist to continue watch it, because I can't believe I watch Lesbian movie for the first time in my life. (These few days always have FOR THE FIRST TIME appeared in my post). In a nutshell, it is really a girlgirl-love-movie. (aww...)

I don't know what to say about this movie, but hey... Let's watch it! Dare to love, peeps! I really like the tomboy inside the movie... AHH, I THINK I GOTTA STOP PRAISING HIM... er.. I mean HER.
I keep imagining that SHE is a GUY, then I only manage to finish the whole drama. hahaha.

Oh sheet. What can I say about this boy! Wait, I mean... the boyish Girl.

=) People, I am still normal. I like b-o-y-s. Don't suspect me. :)


Anyway,Still having thai movie fever! Gotto load another Thai movie!

Grand and... Noble!

I never went to KL pasar malam before. Wednesday, for the very first time in my life, went to Connaught pasar malam (longest pasar malam in Malaysia), with a bunch of awesome people. I REALLY MEAN IT, A BUNCH, which MEANS... I went out with 10 human beings! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, I WENT WITH SO MANY FRIENDS TO PASAR MALAM! ;P
How grand! Hahaha!

The girls.

Photo credits to Jocelyn Wuwu. hehehe.

We're best friends, we keep teasing each other, we care everyone, we like and we love anyone of us. We help and trust each other. The bond of friendship between us got stronger! It's not just friendship, it's a special kind of feeling towards each other, its like... a big family. =) I like them because just simply really like them! When I'm down, they always cheer me up. We got closer and closer. I love to be with them and I appreciate all the moment with them! (Do you feel... touching? :P)

From the day I came ATC until today, I met a lot of people with double or triple or uncountable faces humans, and the best friends are always the people who stand behind me and backup me whenever I need help. Yes, I am lucky, really.


Cheer for our friendship! Yay!

x.x

I am exhausted. Very exhausted. T.T


Degree started since last week.
I cannot stop doing revision, if I stop, I can't catch up with what lecturers teach.
I cannot stop walking as I am not as good as other people.
Brush up... Still brushing up my broken English and study skills.

Don't have idea whether I can continue LLB or not, its external exam, I am not confident enough that I can get great results for the exam and get 2nd honour in Part II, then continue my CLP. CLP certificate holder can only be a lawyer. But then law graduates from local uni are exempted from CLP.
I have a doubt with myself. My dad encouraged me to continue in MMU, but... sigh.

AHHH :(

This is so me.

I am a 24 hours thinker, I cannot stop thinking this and that except when I'm unconscious. lol.
I am really tired, tired of myself and my brain! =/

Do you remember ?

Yeah, Full House. Do you still remember? :)
The song 'I think I love you' by Byul was playing in my mp3. It reminded me of Full House, one of the most popular drama in Korea in 2004 (oh gosh, 7 years ago!).
I like this song so much, my mind will play the romantic scene of Rain & Song Hye Kyo and and and... the one that I have a crush on. :) HAHAHAHA!



Was wondering will the same story happens in reality too.?
Ok, USED to WONDER. :P

Simplicity. Beauty.

Remember them? The foxandwolf. lol.

So sweet.

Hyun Bin and Hyo Kyo broke up :/ So sad!
They're sweet together anyway!

=(


She's Hot.
really.

That's all. Went to AHHH EEEE OHHH UIII class today! Had fun and met some new friends!
Hope I can catch up next time, cuz' I'm a bit slow compare with them! I don't want myself to be leftout.... oh huhu.

Bye, and again look how beautiful is Song Hye Kyo! :)

Have a fun weekends peeps! xoxo. ♥